It seems that while smoking and contemplating, Ruan Xiao did not avoid Xia Sheng’s closeness.
Xia Sheng, seizing the opportunity, climbed onto the bed and rested on Ruan Xiao’s chest, covered with marks and bite marks. He wrapped his arms around Ruan Xiao’s slender waist and coquettishly said, “I really like you so much, brother.”
“Brother did such things to me; you have to take responsibility for me.”
Ruan Xiao did not respond to him. Instead, he calmly finished smoking, casually extinguishing the cigarette in the nearby ashtray. Nicotine stimulated his nerves, bringing clarity to his thoughts.
He lowered his head to look at the fuzzy head on his chest. Xia Sheng’s hair was soft and somewhat curly, with a light color and a faint citrus fragrance, tempting one to instinctively reach out and tousle it.
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“What’s wrong, brother?” The little dog, having stolen a moment of pleasure, was completely oblivious to the change in the atmosphere and continued happily wagging its tail.
“The heat cycle is over, I should go.”
Ruan Xiao’s indifferent words were like a bucket of cold water, catching Xia Sheng off guard, who was bubbling with happiness just a moment ago.
The satisfied smile on Xia Sheng’s handsome face instantly disappeared. He sat up straight, looking somewhat panicked at the man in front of him. Carefully, he asked,
“Brother, you’ve just come back; can’t you spend more time with me?”
Ruan Xiao, observing Xia Sheng’s slightly forlorn and pitiful expression, remained unmoved. He smoothly picked up the clothes Xia Sheng had prepared in advance and began dressing.
The recurrence of intimacy with Xia Sheng did not surprise him. He knew how persistent Xia Sheng could be in achieving his goals. With nothing left to lose, Ruan Xiao figured that Xia Sheng’s interest would likely focus on his broken body. After all, at his age, undergoing secondary differentiation from Alpha to Omega was quite rare, and Xia Sheng, being a curious and adventurous young man, would naturally find it intriguing.
He understood Xia Sheng well; this man had a stubborn and somewhat childish personality, often acting impulsively without considering the consequences.
Therefore, he felt that Xia Sheng’s persistent pursuit might just be a kind of inner obsession, similar to remembering something eaten in childhood, recalling it after many years, feeling nostalgic, and wanting to taste it again, only to realize that it wasn’t as delicious as imagined.
From Xia Sheng’s straightforward and passionate attitude towards him on regular days, he could see that Xia Sheng indeed had such thoughts about him. He knew that he would have to face this sooner or later.
So, when Xia Sheng asked him to choose, the remaining trace of reason made him subconsciously choose Xia Sheng.
It wasn’t that he thought Xia Sheng was better than Feng Zhan; he knew that neither of them was a good person. If he could, he wouldn’t choose either of them. However, in that situation, he had no other options.
After all, no one would genuinely like a disabled person. Xia Sheng had tasted it, found it unremarkable, and should gradually lose his enthusiasm for him.
RX really disregard himself. He shouldn’t.
What can he do when others are eagerly trampling on his dignity. I wouldn’t be surprised if he blackened and lost all faith in humanity
In a way, this could be his way of coping. Just as he previously said, if he ever bore a grudge on every single unfortunate thing in his life, he’d prolly go crazy. Poor MC