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I can express how thankful I am for your hard work translating, editing, proofreading, etc. (And writing, for the author :3)
This novel is simply gorgeous, I won’t ever get over it, I can’t believe it had come to an end, I’m already starting to miss it, but I’ve got no regrets. Thank you again, this book is wonderful.
Omg i have mixed feelings about the ending. Welp it’s not as bad as i thought. The dream was so sweet, they got to experience a normal happy life😭 even if it’s not real, i don’t need to worry too much right, since they are powerful beings.
I see the nasty as shit Earth Union is still standing. Ig samuel and schneider’s deaths might be the best ending for them. I myself would rather disappear than living in such a fcked up nation. I wish they could live a happy life tho T…T
ANYWAYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TRANSLATING THIS GEM😭 it holds a special place in my heart. It’s prolly my most favourite novel eventho it hurts like hell😭 No other novel ever made me feel so much emotions like this gem. Sometimes it made me feel like there are 🦋🦋 in my stomach then other times i felt like i wanna jump off a building. Again, thank you so much Yuzu, Kat and Fleurdelys san for your work and effort!♥
OMG I FORGOT TO SHIT ON THE MF GRAY FUR. Istg i waited so long to see him getting his ass beaten up😭 only for him to disappear. What is this author san😭 nevertheless, it’s still a great novel. Imma have to bury my grudges ig
Fr!!!!! I was waiting for that shit to get plagued and suffer a torment worse than death. !!!!
Omg u feel me😩
I feel u* skskks
Anyways yea fck the mf
Ahhh I was also waiting for so long to see him dealt with or something aahhhh why did we see so many tragic endings for the side charas and even rando cannon fodder but nothing for the antagonists?? kicks wall
Ah they had such a happy life in their dreams! Honestly it’s really good they could have it because in real life they’d certainly have none of the leisure life.
Now that they’re stronger and healed mentally I believe they can face reality as a couple
Thank you for translating this great novel!!
I don’t know how to feel about this ending, I’m happy at the same time sad. Glad that they’re happy and free from all the troubles and live happily together till they get old.🤧💞❤️
Thank you so much for translating this novel❤️❤️
Personally, I feel content by this ending, not too open-ended – where it doesn’t mention the main characters at all (by far the most annoying ending in my mind). I’m happy I was able to read this novel. Thank you.
damn… idk how to feel about the ending, but at the same time it’s probably the ending that fits the best, and i don’t think i could take it another way. in a sense they are truly together where there is no pain, but the ongoing troubles of reality won’t disappear… it also makes my heart ache for samuel and schneider – hoping that the two in their worm-y forms are doing ok and well 😭
thank u so much for translating 💕💕💕
Ahhhhh the same dream Ethan have when he is being manipulated by Nyarlathotep. its sweet and quiet tragic, that their happy as long as their together even if ts a dream ( T_T). It feels like I want more extra chapters.
Thank you for this wonderful story ❣️
Yes, but at least Tansiel is there with him for real, so even if their lives are not, their time together, the memories are real.
I really don’t know what to say. The author is really black hearted. They made me suffer a roller coaster of an emotion throughout the novel. The novel was sometimes, very sweet, sometimes it was just plain sad, sometimes it was bittersweet and all.. but still at least ethan won’t have to be alone in the end.
Thank you, translator and editor san for bringing out this gem of a novel to everyone. Really really really thank you. !!!
Also a thank you to proofreader too!!!
I patiently wait until this is translated so I can finish in one go and boy I was right, this novel really can break your heart.
Thank you for your hard work.
Other interesting background/worldbuilding tidbits that have good story potential would be the Pales planet’s civilization (the horned people with their giant worm overlords), the whole Earth Union vs Ophiuchus Alliance power struggle, the barely-mentioned Third Empire, and even those underground something-ghosts(?).
All in all, this was an interesting read and thank you so much again! ❤️
I know right those pairs/characters are rare! Another reason for this to be called a treasure. The author did not cower away from writing not that happy ending (like all problems are solved and the all is perfect for the main characters) The author wrote the story based on how it should be without a ‘illogical’ golden cheat that forces things to be connected and makes everything go well in the end.
THAT’S IT???? 😱😱😱😱 OMG I’ve never been as hooked as I am now and not even knowing I was at the end of the story! Thank you translators for this very wonderful story!!!!
Thank you author and translators and editors for all your hard work.
This was an incredibly thrilling work of art to read, and I teared up quite a few times (especially when the author mentioned “See you again” from Fast and Furious. You guys translated that, and just, ripped my heart in two.)
There are not enough words in the English language for me to properly express the feelings this novel gave me, so I can only type out this short comment.
Thank you ❤
the ending is so bittersweet. My poor Ethan suffered so much! :((
I truly wish Roland would suffer more.
thank you so much for all your hard work <3
I did have reservations at the start of the story, but the concept was worth sticking around for. Overall a good read, the inconsistencies that bothered me at first smoothed out considerably as the writing progressed. I did kind of hope Ethen would end up dying… but it was an interesting ending.
Thank you for the ending. It is good they could be together. I am so pleased that I have read this book. Thank you to the author, translator,editors
Thanks for translation. I really dont know how i feel about this novel. I do like the ending. Im hopeful about their future. I think they will wake up, maybe. Thanks again for translation
thank u very much for the translation 😭💕 I love so much this. Although I don’t know what happened with little Rafael and his queen… I hope they are well 🥺 thanks for the translation one more time… you’re awesome ( ꈨຶ ˙̫̮ ꈨຶ )
pd. Tanisiel love u… I’m your simp (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
Overall, It is a good story. But my own bias personal rating for this novel is 4/5 stars. I consider Ethan as a useless mc that can’t survive without love. I’m not a fan of this kind of troupe. At some point while reading the novel, Ethan annoyed me. I’m looking forward to other side character apperances.
I keep looking forward for other side character apperances*
I get so enraged whenever i see people calling Ethan weak, because that’s absolutely not how I see his character. It’s the story of someone who’s craved affection beyond anything else, and it made absolute sense for Ethan to see Tanasiel as his lifeline considering that despite how he was using him too, he was the only one who actually showed any sort of affection and care towards him. I’ll always remember the scene where he went insane for the first time and hid in that cave and Tanasiel gently urged him out of his cocoon of tentacles and called him beautiful. That is so !!!!!!!!!! AAAAAA. He’s so so kind to Ethan, and I’ll forever be in awe of the gentleness of their relationship. I’m going to cry forever for every single character who left us with broken hearts. Tysm 🥺
Same thoughts! I absolutely adore how human Ethan is and how he’s not the typical OP aloof mc. I think that him loving Tanisiel and having the priest as his reason to live is completely reasonable, perhaps its because I could see myself in Ethan (lmao i’d prolly blacken earlier than him bcs of my weak will to live) Im happy to know that someone has the same opinion as mine 💪
he was already so disillusioned with the world and we got to see the whole heartbreaking process of him losing every last strand of hope as he got manipulated into situations that would only push him into more corners. I thought that gradual loss of faith was so stunningly portrayed and that despite of it all, the fact that he wanted to cling onto one last bit of hope was like you said, such a human thing of him to do. I have so many emotions hahahaha
Thank you for bringing this masterpiece into our lives <33
I hate myself for reading this novel. It’s heartrending and very philosophical, but not the fun easygoing romance I need in my current depressed mood. I feel so sucked out, and now I also have to stay up all night doing hw… I truly hate myself, but thank you for the author and translator for bringing me such an interesting read
It ended… Idk if I’m happy with the ending but it feels it was the best ending that this novel can had . Although I would like to propose the destruction of universe but nevermind.
A new beginning could have being good ending for the human society. Humans are such complicated species.. we hate it when someone doesn’t follow the so called rule or the typical stereotypical thinking. When someone is unique or little different from them people start to isolate them, hate them even want to destroy them such is this world… SighThankyou for translating the novel!!!
So depressing. Yes, very bitter with a dash of, no… a pinch of sweet. Good writing, very imaginative, but sad. 🙁 I liked it, but my mood is a bit low now…need to go read some fluff. 😎
ces histoires que je n’oublierai jamaisthese stories I will never forget, may Ethan and Taniel live happily ever after, after all whether it is a dream or reality what does it matter as long as they are together?!
PenseThought: for more immersion I advise you to read this story with the interstellar theme in the background
I don’t feel like I’m satisfied with this ending. Or maybe just my life. However, thank you for translating this cold novel.
This comment hits me so hard, I thing I’m projecting lol sameeee
this ending really gives me mixed feelings… thank you for translating this emotional rollercoaster of a book for us ❤️
Yo, I got mixed feeling about this novel. It’s both awesome and terrible. But I feel like gaining an invicible armor. Like right now if I go ahead and read another ‘horror’ novel in this website, they all just become mediocore somehow. Especially when I recall the horror in the earliest chapter and what triggering Ethan’s mutation (the thingie that open those brains). Overall it is a fantastic novel and I love it. But now my head hurts lol 😅
As long as you believe it’s real, then it’s real. Considering everything Ethan have been through, this is the best ending:(
Thank you to the team for the translation!
Ps. I know this mindset is AHem.. dark.. but I see it as unconditional and self sacrificing love till after life. Kind of love that I know wouldn’t exist anymore since our generation is all so WOKEN.. or think it as I have a Stockholm syndrome – but I’d rather I’ll pick the former. Haha
Anyways thank you wonderful editors and translator for giving us this amazing work!
Omg that was a RIDE! Thank you so so much for bringing this terrifyingly beautiful story to us, both the story and also your translations was top notch!! That ending was indeed the best that I feel could have happened…. ughhhhh
Now excuse me as I go to a corner and stare blankly into space
Thank you for translating this novel. I can’t say i satisfied with the ending, but that still the best, at least i know what happen to them.
But, damnn this is that kind of story that have core as “love is the most powerful thing” and me as modern people had this kind of mixed feeling abt this lol.
But nevermind, THIS STILL AMAZING ❤️❤️❤️
Love you translator and author 😘😘
I don’t know how am i supposed to feel… my heart,it has gone numb from pain