[inner city, nexus]
Xie Liweiโs combat boots leave bloodied prints.
His uniform is in no sightly state โ smeared with grime and gore, the liquids dripping onto pristine tiles. The only undamaged accessory is his golden insignia, one solid bar that rests along his shoulder pads and the collar of his shirt. Holstered on his belt is an obsidian rifle the color of his hair.
He bangs open the door.
The eminence of his posture is enough to freeze all persons in the room. Or perhaps it may be the unclean state he is in โ and Lieutenant Xie Liwei, prim and proper, is never seen with more than a speck of dust on his uniform. His eyes are a harrowing dark brown, brimming red. On the floor are glass shards and detached tubes, fallen stethoscopes and oxygen masks. To the front are thermometers and suction apparatuses, a baby scale not yet used.
โL-Lieutenant Xie,โ a nurse calls out to him in fright. โYourโฆ child isโฆโ
To the front is also a beautiful blonde woman. Her blue eyes crinkle upward when she sees him โ and she had been expecting him for a long, long time. Xie Liwei arrived late.
His expression cracks. He rushes up to her.
He brushes a palm against her cheek gently. The action is apology and despair all in one. Though he hasnโt said anything yet, his fiancรฉe reciprocates with a subdued smile โ โitโs alright,โ she seems to hint, โat the very least, youโve come.โ
โYou are back,โ she says teasingly. โTo leave your wife alone during childbirth, what have you got to say for yourself, my cold-hearted Lieutenant?โ
They arenโt married โ only engaged, as their rings indicate.
โMn,โ he cajoles anyway, placing a kiss on her forehead, โI came back just now.โ
She shifts her arms and shows him a tiny little thing. And how small the newborn is โ premature, barely the size of his two fists. The newborn is nearly swallowed whole by the blanket, buried snug in layers of soft cotton, quietly sleeping in her arms. A docile one, he is.
Heโs born with soft tufts of white hair. Purely snow white, just like the color of his skin, and Xie Liwei belatedly wonders if heโd grow up with any more melanin. How odd for the newborn to look this pallid, this fragile, like heโd break with a flick of a finger.
Perhaps the oddest thing are those ears of his โ shaped triangular, grown on the lateral of his skull, above where human ears are supposed to be. The spots under them are covered in more soft white hair. Odd.
Xie Liwei tentatively hooks a finger by his small mouth. The newborn reacts. Two tiny fangs try to prick his skin, but it is futile no matter how hard they try. The lieutenant barely feels the sensation.
โโฆHm.โ He looks at the newborn with an indecipherable gaze.
Then a pair of eyes open to look at him. Golden on the left, sapphire on the right โ the same shade of blue as his motherโs. However, those small pupils are in vertical slits. Unhuman and also astonishingly, hauntingly beautiful. The lieutenantโs expression cracks imperceptibly.
His fiancรฉe hooks an arm around his neck and pulls him toward her.
โMy dear lieutenant,โ she whispers with a soft smile. โWill you name him instead?โ
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โโLieutenant Xie,โ a nurse gasps by the exit of the room. Her body is trembling in fear โ perhaps from him, or perhaps from the unhuman newborn thing. โW-What should we do, Lieutenant? Your fiancรฉe is infected andโฆ and your sonโฆ what is heโฆ N-No, what is itโฆ?โ
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He turns. Each shot of the rifle is deadly accurate. Five nurses lie lifeless on the floor, their mouths partially hung open in shock. They hadnโt time to scream before he fired.
โโXingโ for star,โ his fiancรฉe says with a smile. โIt is fitting, I suppose.โ
The lieutenant seems to think about it before shaking his head. โIt is the โXingโ of prosperity.โ
She laughs, dips her head forward and gives him a long kiss. The infant jostles between her arms and lets out an inaudible whine. Quite a cute noise he lets out โ Lieutenant Xie thinks itโs unbefitting of his appearance.
โHold him?โ his fiancรฉe murmurs by his lips. โHe is your son, after all.โ
He nods.
Before she hands the newborn over to him, they hear a low shuffling outside the door. Immediately, Xie Liwei raises his rifle and shoots with disregard. The bullet ricochets off an EKG machine and misses by a frightening inch. The person yelps โ an unfamiliar female voice โ but she doesnโt sound scared nor unnerved.
โโฆMy goodness!โ The woman wipes away a bead of sweat. She dons the same blue scrubs as did the other nurses, but she seems older, more mature and experienced. The head of this ward, most likely. She walks inside the room and doesnโt glance at the bodies on the floor. With her hands raised up, she says, โI am Dr. Edith, the head obstetrician. I was the one who helped deliver your son, Lieutenant Xie, so it wouldnโt be proper to point that thing at me.โ
โElena Edith,โ he reads off her nametag. He continues to point his rifle at her and says coldly, unhesitatingly, โCover up the incident. If any word gets out, there will be no proper ending for you.โ
The woman swerves her sight to the corpses on the floor, looks back at him, and only sighs softly. โAs you like, Lieutenant Xie, but your own endingโฆ will be plighted.โ
Some hours later, the nursesโ deaths are recorded as accidental โ one personโs exposure to infectious chemical samples, leading to more unfortunate, undetectable deaths. The Nexus issues a notice for the ongoing maintenance of a more secure radioactivity-screening system. Soon, officials say, automated systems will be in place.
Some days later, rumors circulate that Lieutenant Xieโs son had been born healthy and that his fiancรฉe, suffering from postpartum complications, would retire from the military. A brown-haired, blue-eyed child, theyโd reported on the official records, is kept away from the eyes of the public for reasons unknown. And unrecorded, those who pried had begun to disappear.
A week later, Brigadier General Price dies in an ambush by the Equatorial Plains. The public had gone into an uproar โย โwho would take his place?โ Speculations hold it would be the young Lieutenant Xie, a genius ahead of his time. Speculations also hold that Lieutenant Xie had instigated for the brigadier generalโs death in a selfish pursuit of power. He had deserted his team, they say. If not for that, a skilled general would not be lost, and humanity would not be shredded of hope.
It is then that the infamous Xie Liwei would amass hundreds of thousands, millions of kills all on his own. And no one would dare doubt his power, nor would they question the mysteries of his past.
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[five years later]
The beautiful woman grabs the small boy by the base of his neck and sinks him low into the bathtub. Bubbles form out of his mouth. He tries to struggle out of her grasps but in futility, and soon, he remains pliant and hopeless underneath.
โIโm going to kill you,โ she speaks with a sob. โIโm going to kill youโฆ Iโm sorryโฆ I willโฆโ
The water is pinkish, spreading redder where he is being drowned. It isnโt only his blood. The woman, too, is bleeding profusely out of her neck. A patch of white fur covers from the lateral of her head to down. There is a deep claw mark cutting down to collarbone. She looks crazed. And so does her child with a pair of angled ears protruding out of his head, a pair of sharp bloodied fangs, black claws in lieu of nails.
The water is clouded an ugly, murky color. It stings his unfocused eyes.
The woman is crying beside him. โYou should not have been born, Xie Xing. Iโm sorry, Xie Xing. It wonโt hurt anymoreโฆ your mother will promiseโฆโ
Xie Liwei had opened the bathroom door to such a scene.
The walls are scratched up, the concrete cracked โ signs of a heavy struggle, a conflict that is still ongoing. His fiancรฉe is specter-white, even paler than his child is.
โLuna,โ he speaks waveringly, โwhat is wrong?โ
His lover turns to look at him โ her blue eyes glow in the dark.
โโฆOhโฆโ She has trouble focusing. โOhโฆ Liweiโฆ our child has turnedโฆ Noโฆ it was meโฆ I donโtโฆ I donโt knowโฆ Liweiโฆ what should I do?โ
โWeโฆโ Xie Liweiโs words are caught in his throat. โWe will find a way.โ
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โHe is covered in bruises. I think it can be written as domestic abuse, Brigadier General Xie.โ
The person who speaks is a young boy no older than ten years old. He has soft black hair and amber-brown eyes. A pair of thin rimmed glasses is propped on his nose bridge. The boyโs facial features are not yet matured, but he holds scholarly exquisiteness, an intellectual aura far beyond his age.
His genius is reflected by his way of speech as well โ certainly, young children are raised to be intelligent in an era of selectivity, but this boy can hardly be compared to.
It should be amusing to see a preteen sitting on a too-large swivel chair, tapping his fountain pen on the office desk. In front of him are piles of textbooks, more piles of documents, notepads that may be stacked taller than he is. Somehow, the boy still looks refined.
โIt is not something she can control,โ replies Xie Liwei in front.
โBecause your wife is not abusing him out of free will, so the crime can be ignored.โ
โMy reasoning is there is no other safe place I can send him.โ
โBut you donโt care about his wellbeing,โ the preteen says. His amber eyes are all-knowing. โIt is ironic that you brought him here for me toโฆ make โfriendsโ with.โ
Hiding behind another chair to the left is a frail young child. His heterochromatic eyes peek out from the back frame. The boy is clearly scared to be here in this fluorescent laboratory. He stares at the countless sharp objects around them โ scalpels, glass shards, scissors โ and his figure slightly shakes.
โTreat him as an experimental subject and nothing else,โ Xie Liwei says. โBut it would not do to get attached, Shi Luo.โ
โWhy is that?โ
โBecause when he dies, there will be needless sentimentality.โ
โIt is interesting,โ Shi Luo says. โAnd you were hoping that I will grow up to find a cure for your son. Suddenly, you no longer care.โ
โThere is little hope for his survival,โ the man responds. He turns toward his son. โXie Xing. Come forward.โ
The child jolts upon being called. He moves very hesitantly. Shi Luo watches attentively.
โHe is obviously scared of you,โ Shi Luo notes down. โYour son isnโt developing healthily, Brigadier General Xie. Children should not act like this at the age of five.โ
โAnd children your age are hardly as developed as you,โ Xie Liwei says factually. โYou are an outlier as well.โ
โOf course,โ Shi Luo responds. โI was raised by you.โ
โRegardless,โ the man only replies to change the topic, โI leave him to you.โ
He leaves.
Inside the laboratory, only the two of them remain. Shi Luo pushes up the frame of his glasses and examines the other for a long time. Pindrop silence overtakes the vicinity, and the younger boy begins to shift in discomfort. Through Shi Luoโs critical lens, he can measure a multitude of things โ the boy is constantly fidgety, frightened, nervous, everything negative. The boyโs appearance on the other handโฆ is one of a kind.
โXie Xing,โ he calls out to him. โYour name is Xie Xing?โ
The boy may be startled into nodding hesitantly.
โI am Shi Luo, five years older than you,โ he says. โCome here.โ
Xie Xing comes over, flinches when heโs patted on the head and stays motionless when his hair is ruffled. It is a minute long of placating him with gentle kneads that Xie Xingโs eyes brighten visibly โ and oh, there is a surge of interest, a sudden need that wells up deep inside Shi Luoโs core.
A need to protect, maybe, for the young boy looks so easily broken. Perhaps a need to study, for the experimental subject is so different from all others.
When he takes the young boy in a hug, the latter seems to freeze before reciprocating. Small hands reach out for him, slightly trembling but so very eager โ and oh, the boy is the type to latch onto any person mildly friendly. How trusting of him. Desperate the boy is, like he hadnโt ever been shown affection. Shi Luo feels certain sympathy.
Or perhaps what he feels is something much darker โ a sort of undefined compulsion.
Be it a product of his scientific mind, Shi Luo is very fascinated with unknown things.
Author: and this chapter concludes general xie’s backstory, with a bonus cameo of shi luo ~
what is going on inside the general’s head? his character is quite vague, and his actions are a little contradictory !
Thanks for the new chapter!!!!
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Sasuga of YR’s master… pretty utilitarian and ‘practical’ person.
Before you fall into the deep (err… more like, before curiosity kill the cats… but that isn’t apt either) cut the hanging bridge thread before you step onto it
“curiosity kills the cat”
noah: .
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thanks for the chapter <3
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Little baby Noah is the most precious thing ever!!! And how in the world did General Xie go from ยซIโve only had my son for 30 seconds but if anything happened to him Iโll kill everyone in this room (except my wife) and then myselfยป to ยซdo whatever with him heโll die sooner or laterยป. Like bruh. I know you are one hella emotionally constipated dude and in some twisted way are trying to protect Noah but bro this ainโt it.
Thanks for the chapter! Excited to see what happened to present Noah and Rong-ge!
he lost hope in his son after he saw what was happening to his wife (or actually, fiancee), but mm general xie also really loathes bibi noah because he reminds him of the infection in his wife’s veins
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sheesh that general is detestable human being, then he should have stopped his wife from going into a mission if he consider how dangerous it is.
Hmm now I think I can forgive Lieutenant Xie a little bit. Just a little. Anyway baby Noah ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ Urgh just come to me and I will give everything to youu
๐คง i didn’t write general xie’s backstory to make him forgivable, but i always like exploring character depth, and the reasons for their actions
Still love this story so muuuccchhhh ๐ฅฐ thank you for the update
aww thank you for keeping up! โค
Thanks for the chapter! <3
thank you for reading~!
Oh, slag man this general….๐
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hence why noah has attachment issues ๐คง
It still makes my blood boil, you should have restrained you uncontrollable wife, asshole ๐ช.
T he child isn’t at fault here too, who told you to have sex without protection and not considering risks because both of you have duties and might serve the military while the other one is pregnant. I really want to torture this guy and his lover. I particularly like cold but soft inside type ml’s but not the one who can’t love his own children, I truly despise them. If you don’t want to have one, fvcking use protection for gaddamn sake.
thank goodness, his backstory is over coz I can’t really read how they mistreated our noah and my blood still boils how detestable both of them.
Sigh. I really don’t know. How to feel, I just don’t. Oh dear, I can’t really understand either of them. Genearl Xie, I am having a general inkling of, but Shi Luo is still a mystery I’ve yet to understand.
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Even though Noah had no other place to go it is still sickening that he was abused. Gosh the General is irritating ๐ค and confusing
Still hate this stupid man and his stupid, awful wife. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuc both of you. ๐ค๐ค
It’s unfair that Dr. Shi stole all the intelligence from the embryos of the same woman.
Xie Liwei became a slightly more complex person… Is he forgiven? Nu-uh. Still a terrible father
I’ve always been a lil suspicious of shi luo, and the last line kinda makes me feel that way, but his last few appearances are him being brutally straightforward to general xie about how shitty he is to noah, which I love