When Ke Shaobin woke up the next day, he found Xin Yan beside the hospital bed. His furry head was right next to his hand. His fingers accidentally touched Xin Yan’s face. The boy’s skin was smooth and warm, completely different from his usual cold image.
Ke Shaobin was stunned for a moment. A bizarre feeling rose in his heart——
Xin Yan was a very contradictory person. He could never see through Xin Yan.
In high school, he thought Xin Yan was withdrawn, vulnerable, and often bullied. So, he had always sympathized with Xin Yan in his heart. However, that time he saw Xin Yan standing in the restroom like a god with his hand covered with blood as he stepped on his classmate’s face with his foot. His sharp, icy gaze was like a venomous snake staring at its prey.
One person could beat four people. He is not as weak as he imagined.
In university, he thought Xin Yan was a cold, arrogant, and unapproachable person, but Xin Yan’s side account [Dark Night Guardian] often chatted with him in the game, with a gentle tone, like an older brother. He helped him relieve the depression in his heart, accompanying him to plant vegetables in the middle of the night, walking horses, and fishing. He also accompanied him to the arena. He was his most trusted and favorite netizen.
This contradictory trait of being fragile and helpless, but ruthless and warm-hearted, cold and arrogant, but gentle and tolerant, was perfectly integrated into Xin Yan’s body.
Ke Shaobin couldn’t help thinking—— this guy doesn’t have a split personality, right?
As he was rambling on, the head in his hand suddenly moved.
Xin Yan raised his head and met Ke Shaobin’s puzzled gaze. Ke Shaobin, who just woke up in the morning, looked dazed, confused, and clueless.
Xin Yan smiled lightly and sat back on the edge of the bed. He stroked Ke Shaobin’s head, and said in a gentle voice, “Awake? Is there any physical discomfort?”
Ke Shaobin came back to his senses. His face paled and whispered, “The wound hurts a little.”
Xin Yan said, “I’ll call the doctor on duty to take a look at you.”
He turned around and called the doctor on duty who was passing by. The doctor came to look at the wound and said, “There is some slight bleeding, which is normal. The dressing needs to be changed every day after the operation. You can be discharged from the hospital in a week.”
Ke Shaobin breathed a sigh of relief. “Thank you, doctor.”
Just after the operation, his face was still a little pale. Compared with the usual energetic Ke Shaobin, lying on the hospital bed, Ke Shaobin was like a fragile porcelain doll. Xin Yan was a little distressed, sat next to him, and gently touched his head. “Don’t eat so much in the future. If you want to eat seafood, I will take you there at any time.”
Ke Shaobin’s ears were red. “En…”
They were silent for a while. Ke Shaobin suddenly thought of something and said, “By the way, after the National Day holiday, I have to make a special report to my teacher. Can I be discharged from the hospital on the 8th?”
Xin Yan said, “Don’t worry. If you can’t be discharged from the hospital by then, I will go back to school to help you take a leave of absence.”
It could only be this way. Ke Shaobin thought for a while and said, “Then, can you go back to the dormitory and help me bring my laptop? I’ll get bored to stay in the hospital for a few days. I want to change my thesis or something.”
Xin Yan: “Okay. I’ll go back to the dormitory in the afternoon and get it for you.”
***
In the afternoon. Xin Yan did go to the dormitory to bring the laptop over.
Ke Shaobin sat on the hospital bed to revise his thesis. Xin Yan sat next to him and also turned on the laptop to revise his thesis. The only sound left in the room was the two men tapping on their keyboards.
Ke Shaobin felt awkward and said, “It’s difficult to have a holiday. Do you want to go out to play? I’ll be fine in the hospital alone. You don’t have to stay with me for six days.”
Xin Yan interrupted him. “It’s boring to go out to play on National Day as it will be crowded. I’m not going.”
Ke Shaobin scratched his head. “That…”
Xin Yan said, “I’m here to accompany you.”
His tone could not be refused. Ke Shaobin had no choice but to say nothing.
In the next few days, Xin Yan took care of Ke Shaobin in the hospital. He went back to the dormitory every day to cook food for Ke Shaobin in person. He did some light, well-digested food, and it would change patterns every day. For example, he would change five or six kinds of porridge. Ke Shaobin was very grateful in his heart, but he didn’t know how to thank him.
This hospitalization also completely changed Ke Shaobin’s impression of Xin Yan.
Xin Yan didn’t have a split personality. He just experienced too many unfair things when he was young, and he was used to protecting himself with an icy shell. Xin Yan had always been a very careful person.
Whoever married him in the future would surely be carefully and tenderly taken care of by him, right?
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Senior brother Liu had never been serious. Of course, he didn’t have his gauze in the Library, which could remove pimples and scars because he was out of the Library now. Ke Shaobin’s ears were red. He said, “It’s nothing for a boy to have a scar. Besides, it’s not on my face. No one can see there.”
He was quickly slapped in the face with this.
It didn’t take long for Xin Yan to see his scar.
Ke Shaobin didn’t take a bath in the hospital for several days and he was uncomfortable to death. After returning to the dormitory, he went to the bathroom to take a bath as soon as possible. He took a large basin of water and wiped his body with a towel because the wound could not touch the water. As a result, in a hurry, he didn’t bring his underwear, and his bath towel was hanging out on the balcony…
He couldn’t come out naked, right?
Ke Shaobin scolded himself for being stupid in his heart, and then shouted outside, “Xin Yan, help me get a bath towel, thank you. The blue one on the balcony.”
Xin Yan’s footsteps approached quickly. The bathroom door opened a crack and Xin Yan passed the bath towel through the crack. As a result, Ke Shaobin slipped on the soles of his feet in a hurry and almost fell.
There was a loud thud and his head slammed against the bathroom wall.
Xin Yan heard the noise and immediately opened the bathroom door——
He saw that Ke Shaobin wore nothing, and his skin was glowing white. The bath towel fell to the ground and was already wet. Ke Shaobin was holding onto the wall with one hand and his forehead, which had a slight bump with the other hand.
He was hit dazedly. It was too late by the time he noticed Xin Yan coming in. In the not-so-spacious bathroom, crowded with two boys, the other also saw him naked…
Ke Shaobin’s ears were red. His voice was a little unnatural as he said, “You–you go out first. I accidentally bumped into it. It’s fine…”
Xin Yan didn’t go out, instead, he reached out his hand. With his long arms, he directly picked up Ke Shaobin.
Ke Shaobin looked at him in horror. “What—what are you doing…”
Xin Yan said in a low voice, “Don’t move, be careful of touching the wound.” His gaze swept down. He not only saw the small post-operative scar on Ke Shaobin’s lower right abdomen, but also saw the intimate parts that should not be seen.
Ke Shaobin’s face burned with a bang. His whole body stiffened, not daring to move.
The glasses were placed on the washstand at the door and were not brought in. He was highly myopia, and without his glasses, everything around him was a blur, like a hazy mist. But Xin Yan’s deep gaze staring at him made his heart beat wildly. He always felt that something bad was about to happen.
He wanted to struggle, but Xin Yan carried him into the bedroom.
Although he couldn’t see clearly, their bedroom had a different layout. He was keenly aware of——
This was not his bedroom.
This was Xin Yan’s bedroom!
Xin Yan’s bed was covered with neat sheets, with a cool smell.
Ke Shaobin was placed on the bed. The shame of being naked before the same sex made him curl up his toes and hurriedly find a cover to cover himself, and the result was… He casually grabbed Xin Yan’s quilt and got under it.
Xin Yan stood on the side of the bed and looked at him. “What? You are drilling into my quilt so actively. Do you want to sleep with me tonight?”
Ke Shaobin blushed and said, “My–my clothes. Can you get them for me?”
Xin Yan asked, “Where did you put it?”
Ke Shaobin said, “In the drawer under the closet. There is a little bear’s pajamas on it.”
Xin Yan went out to search for it and came back with an empty hand. “I didn’t find it.”
Ke Shaobin was stunned. “I remember putting it right there ah.”
Xin Yan took out a set of pajamas from his closet. “Wear mine.” Then he sat on the edge of the bed and made a gesture to change Ke Shaobin’s clothes. Ke Shaobin was so ashamed that he hid in the quilt. “Can you go out?”
Xin Yan raised his eyebrows. “We’re all boys. What are you panicking about?”
Ke Shaobin’s cheeks reddened. “But I’m not wearing any clothes! Even if we’re all boys, it’s embarrassing to be naked ah.”
The red-faced Ke Shaobin who shrunk into a ball in the quilt was really attractive.
The emotions Xin Yan had suppressed for a long time continued to surge in his mind. The knots in his throat rolled up and down as he looked at Ke Shaobin with an even deeper gaze.
Ke Shaobin took off his glasses, and his eyes were wet, looking innocent and cute. Xin Yan couldn’t help but think of the scene of pressing Ke Shaobin on the bed in his dream and repeatedly violating him. He remembered that Ke Shaobin cried and begged for mercy under him…
Xin Yan took a deep breath, turned around stiffly, and said, “I’ll go out first. You can change.”
After Xin Yan left, Ke Shaobin quickly changed into pajamas. After a while, Xin Yan took the glasses and handed them to him. Ke Shaobin put them on and ran back to his bedroom.
Xin Yan sat on the edge of the bed, smelling the scent of shower gel left in the bed, with an unknown dark expression.
***
That night, Ke Shaobin was sleeping soundly when he suddenly felt the bedroom door being gently pushed open, followed by a person walking to his bed, leaning over to kiss him.
The heat of his lips touching against each other made Ke Shaobin a little confused for a moment until the other person stuck his tongue in…
Ke Shaobin’s entire brain seemed to be crashing.
He felt that the other party seemed to be Xin Yan. Xin Yan had a special smell of cold and clean. He was kissed to the point of dizziness. Half asleep and half awake made his brain messed up even more. He struggled to open his mouth while pushing the other party. “Xin–Xin Yan, what are you doing… ummm…”
He didn’t know how long it took for Xin Yan to leave. He gently wiped Ke Shaobin’s wet lips after kissing and said in a low voice, “Ke Shaobin, did you dream that I kissed you?”
Ke Shaobin’s face was red. “I—I—I…”
Xin Yan: “How can you have such a dream?”
Ke Shaobin didn’t know how he could have this kind of dream. This dream was too real.
Xin Yan chuckled and licked his lips. He turned away, leaving behind a sentence. “Don’t dream of me again.”
Ke Shaobin closed his eyes and buried himself in the quilt.
The next morning, Ke Shaobin found that nothing had changed in the bedroom. Could it be that last night was really a dream?
He entered the dining room feeling disoriented. Xin Yan was there, looking neat. On the table, there was a breakfast prepared by Xin Yan – a simple rice porridge and fried eggs. Xin Yan looked calm and took the initiative to ask, “Did you sleep well last night?”
Ke Shaobin blushed and avoided his gaze. “It’s–it’s okay.”
Xin Yan got up. “I left breakfast for you. You can go to class after eating.”
He was calm, which made Ke Shaobin very embarrassed.
Maybe it was just a wild dream, right?
Ke Shaobin scratched his head suspiciously, ignored the matter, and turned around to go to class.
***
For the next little while, he kept having these dreams.
The scale of the dream was also growing.
At first, Xin Yan just walked into his bedroom and kissed him on the lips, kissing him deeper and deeper.
Later, Xin Yan felt not satisfied with it and began to undress him…
Ke Shaobin was half-asleep and half-awake. His entire body seemed to be controlled by Xin Yan. He opened his mouth and gasped violently, being teased by Xin Yan so much that he completely could not keep his composure. His mind was muddled.
However, when he woke up the next day, his pajamas were always neatly worn.
There was no trace of Xin Yan’s frivolousness in the dream world.
Such strange dreams went on for a while.
Every time he saw Xin Yan’s calm gaze, Ke Shaobin would look away with a guilty conscience. He was a bit puzzled as to why he always had this kind of dream. He only regarded Xin Yan as a friend ah.
Could it be that he was in a deep closet? Was he like Xin Yan?
Such speculation made Ke Shaobin so frightened that he didn’t even dare to talk to Xin Yan.
That night, at 2 am.
Xin Yan got up on time and came to Ke Shaobin’s bedroom. Looking at the sleeping person on the bed, he smiled gently—— This was a secret he discovered after being a roommate with Ke Shaobin in the Library for two months.
Ke Shaobin was like a dead pig when he fell asleep. He wouldn’t wake up, no matter how much he tossed and turned.
Xin Yan endured too hard, so he could only eat some sweetness while Ke Shaobin was asleep. Stealing food, and he could not let Ke Shaobin find out. Every time before leaving, he dressed Ke Shaobin neatly.
Anyway, he just kissed him, nothing too out of the ordinary.
Thinking so, Xin Yan walked to the side of the bed and kissed Ke Shaobin again.
“Ummm…” The sound Ke Shaobin made in his daze was especially cute. His lips were soft as Xin Yan kissed deeply with devotion. Suddenly, the person on the bed opened his mouth and bit him hard.
Xin in Yan: “…”
Ke Shaobin rolled over violently and sat up, pulling the bedroom light on with a snap.
They looked at each other. Ke Shaobin stared at the person before him in disbelief. He said with a voice trembling with anger, “Xin Yan, are–are you a pervert?! Come to my bedroom in the middle of the night and kiss-kiss me, you… you…”
Xin Yan wiped the blood from the corner of his lips as if nothing had happened. “How did you find out?”
Ke Shaobin’s face was red. He didn’t know whether he was angry or ashamed. “I–I put a few hairs on the bedroom door last night. Someone must have come in when I woke up and found my hair missing.”
Xin Yan chuckled. “Not bad. A little detective after coming out of the Library.”
Looking at his indifferent expression, Ke Shaobin was so angry that he punched his face.
As a result, as soon as his hand waved out, it was accurately grasped by Xin Yan. He felt how strong Xin Yan’s hands were for the first time. No wonder he could beat four people in high school.
Ke Shaobin widened his eyes. His eyes were red, looking on the verge of tears. “Is it fun for you to humiliate me like this? Can’t you just say what I’ve wronged you? I believe in you so much. What the hell are you doing ah?”
The tears in Ke Shaobin’s eyes and the crying voice made Xin Yan’s heart soften.
After a moment of silence, he sighed lightly and whispered. “It’s not to humiliate you.”
Ke Shaobin: “?”
Xin Yan gave a gentle tug and hugged Ke Shaobin hard into his arms. “I just like you too much.”
Ke Shaobin: “???”
Xin Yan’s voice was gentle. His arms tightened more, as if he wanted to melt Ke Shaobin into his body. “I’ve liked you since high school. Seeing the pictures posted by you in moments, I knew that you were playing an online game, so I registered an account and went to the game to find you.”
“I named myself Dark Night Guardian, just to be by your side in silence.”
“I went to the Library because you told me in the game that you were going to take a game test. I signed the consent form because I guessed it was a test for the holographic game.”
“I joined Research Group 183 because you are in this research group.”
“It was me who approached the teacher to apply for a transfer and intentionally switched to 301 in the graduate student dormitory to be your roommate.”
“In the past few days, I’ve been coming into the bedroom every night to kiss you. Because I like you so much, I just want to sneak a kiss and hug you.”
“Am I a pervert?” Xin Yan let go of Ke Shaobin, looked earnestly into his eyes, and said with some grievances, “Are you going to hit me? I won’t resist if you do.”
Ke Shaobin: “……”
The sudden showdown and confession that caught him off guard made Ke Shaobin’s brain completely crash. He was bewildered entirely.
It was he who was bullied. Why did Xin Yan look aggrieved ah?
He is so obsessed with little ke, i can excuse the other things but kissing him (that SA tbh) while he’s asleep and making him belive it’s just a dream? Boy thats so wrong!
Ummm…okayyy…is this black belly or what?
Woot things go from 0 to 100 real fast
Manipulating? Not my favourite type of flirt
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😭😭 is it so hard not to include harassment WJCHWJJDUDHSJS 😭😭😭😭