Before It ShrivelsChapter 3

Qi Shu’s office was on the 28th floor. As the elevator climbed up one floor at a time, my uneasiness continually rose.

I didn’t know when it started, but my insatiable love for Qi Shu was mixed with an indefinable fear and rejection of the unknown. UR9jIY

I was afraid of him, yet I wanted to be close to him.

Especially after my gland transplant, he would always use his pheromones to subdue me or force me to heat. At that moment, I realized that being an omega wasn’t easy.

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Qi Shu’s pheromone scent was amber, which was a sweet smell, but it didn’t make people feel warm.

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The elevator dinged.

The 28th floor was empty and cold, with only two conference rooms and a few executive offices. I walked through the long corridor and pushed open the glass door at the end.

Is Qi Shu not here?

The reception hall and the outside office were empty. There was a faint, strange smell lingering in the air, my instinct had led me inside. Outside the closed bedroom door, I heard the oppressed heavy gasps and sweet groans leaking from inside.

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My head exploded.

Qi Shu…

My body instinctively wanted to escape, but my hand grabbed the door handle and my whole body was frozen in place.

It was as if a sharp claw had gone through my chest and grabbed my heart, twisting it so hard that it dripped with fresh blood. BxJrlL

I didn’t know where my courage came from. Maybe it was a masochistic instinct that wanted to be more astute, so I pressed the doorknob and pushed the door open.

However, I had overestimated myself.

Knowing that Qi Shu had sex with others wasn’t the same than personally witnessing it. I thought that I could accept this matter indifferently. Yet, the moment I witnessed the image in front of me, I figured that I couldn’t stand it.

A naked omega was kneeling on the bed with his hips raised high. While Qi Shu, who was conquering him, was fully clothed; he hadn’t even taken off his pants. 9OJstq

The scene was extremely erotic.

Qi Shu’s movement was fierce. The omega underneath was banged until he turned delirious with dazed eyes; he could only cry sweetly.

The air was filled with peach-scented pheromones. It’s sickening.

A huge wave of nausea surged up from my stomach, and it took me a lot of effort to hold back from bending over and vomiting. 4RLWOJ

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All rules and morals would become irrelevant with Qi Shu.

“Senior…” I lowered my head to avoid seeing their entangled flesh, relying on the dull pain the embedded nails in my palm caused to keep myself sober. 9sIpzB

Qi Shu chuckled and accelerated his movements.

The omega screamed more unrestrained. It turned out that such a well-behaved looking boy could make such a lewd, slutty sound.

Qi Shu would’ve liked it. He had always disliked me for not being slutty enough.

I didn’t know how long it took, but they seemed to be done at last. dwDWq5

Qi Shu withdrew himself, grabbed the omega’s hair and said, “Lick it clean.”

So the omega dutifully licked it, during which he raised his eyes to me with a demonstrative gaze.

I was too powerless to respond.

I suddenly felt dizzy, and it took all my strength just to stand and not fall down. H1NC B

“Come here.” Qi Shu beckoned to me.

I wanted to come over, but the soles of my feet felt like they were filled with lead.

I couldn’t understand why Qi Shu would do this to me.

Does it excite him more to have someone watching on the sidelines? Then he could call people all over the world to watch it. Why should it be me? 6RGHP3

Was it just because I was obedient?

Seeing that I didn’t move, Qi Shu was upset. He pushed omega’s head to let him go, then just sashayed up and walked towards me.

As he approached, I caught the sweet smell of amber mixed with peaches. It was disgustingly sweet.

“Was it good?” Qi Shu asked me. Ld1Z 7

I held back the intense discomfort in my stomach.With a lump in my throat, I looked up into his eyes, and said, “Good… May I go now?”

“Just arrived and you already want to leave?” Qi Shu’s eyes were dim and he raised his hand to pinch my chin.

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He exerted a lot of strength, as if he wanted to crush my jaw. I let out a pained grunt.

Qi Shu frowned unhappily. He threw me on the bed with the back of his palm and coldly ordered, “Take off your clothes.” wLRbXO

The omega was sitting at the edge of the bed putting on a shirt. He stopped moving and looked over in disbelief, but didn’t dare say anything.

The bed still smelled of lust and Qi Shu’s scent. It was dirty.

In this moment, I suddenly understood that the person I loved turned out to be unclean all along.

I carefully placed him at the crown of my heart, yet he made himself so dirty. TqGj2b

“Qi Shu…” I spoke with difficulty, roughly because I rarely called him by his name. It surprisingly felt a little strange. “I don’t want to.”

Hah, I actually said no to Qi Shu. I’m so awesome.

I didn’t need to look at his expression to know that Qi Shu was angry. How could a small pet being raised reject its owner?

The grating sound of the trouser chain being pulled up was particularly harsh. I couldn’t see Qi Shu, but I could tell by the omega’s fearful expression what he looked like right now. DU1GgB

“Let yourself out first.”

“Qi ge…” said the omega softly.

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“Get out.” Qi Shu’s tone left no room to argue. lX8Hni

“Oh..” The omega reluctantly dressed and thoughtfully closed the door on his way out.

I slowly sat up from the bed and looked at Qi Shu. Time hadn’t diminished his stunning side profile. His facial features were still perfect and could make one’s heart beat.

After sleeping with him for four years, it’s as if I hadn’t lost anything either.

“Xiao Yu, did I spoil you too much?” e87E2Z

As Qi Shu walked step by step, I instinctively shrank back, but he pulled me back by the collar.

“Do you remember who you are?” He watched me intently as he asked, “Are you worthy to say no?”

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Of course I was unworthy.

I was just a tool for him to vent his lust, and I was one of his substitutes for the white moonlight in his heart. 5eTP2B

“Senior Wen Yan…is coming back next month, right?” I laughed self-deprecatingly and intentionally stepped into the minefield.

Qi Shu’s expression was wonderful.

It turned out that it’s so much fun killing a thousand enemies.

“When he comes back… I’ll….” I hadn’t thought about what I was about to say, so I told instead, “I don’t mind you fucking other people in the bed. Iーanyway, I’m dirty… But Senior Wen Yan is clean. You can’t do this to him…” OfhD93

After saying this, a thought that I may be a Holy Father crossed my mind. Even at this time, I still worry about Qi Shu.

“You’re dirty?” Qi Shu’s eyes darkened. “Being with me made you feel dirty?”

“No. I just…”

I just want you to be cleaner as you head towards your happy end. ISv9lH

Even if you’re an asshole.

“Xiao Yu, you better figure out who owns you.”

Qi Shu slammed me to the ground, and a ruthless voice followed, “You’re not going anywhere until I’ve had my fun.”

When I fell to the ground, I hit the bedside table and accidentally brought the things on it down with me. When I saw the half a box of condoms on the ground, I felt even more sad. PnGELQ

“I’m not going anywhere.”

There was a broken hole somewhere in my heart, and it let out a whistle as the wind filled it in.

I was just waiting for you to throw me away.

I’m not going anywhere. nqIjdx

 


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Translator's Note

白月光 ; white moonlight, usually refers to the person or thing in their heart that’s beyond their reach. Always loved, but cannot be touched.

Translator's Note

一千自损八百 ; originally from Sun Tzu’s Art of War. Full text: 殺敵一千,自損八百 ; To injure one thousand enemy soldiers while one loses eight hundred soldiers, meaning ‘if you go head-to-head with others, it is not just the enemy who will suffer heavy losses. In fact, both sides will suffer damage, the latter only less.

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34 comments

  1. I seriously want to punch Qi Shu. Even my auto correct knows how awful he is, I almost type Qi Shit.

    Thank you for the translation ❤️

  2. I hate those people who think they can own a person like they are their things. And those who think of one person and do others. These people are most disgusting.

    Thankfully Qi Shu is both. More reasons for me to hate him😠

  3. So basically r*pe? Are you kidding me? I’ll follow the first commenter and call him Qi Shit from now on.

    Ty for the chapter💜💜💜

  4. The sadomasochism tag is because the author is a sadist and we readers are masochists, right!? 😭

  5. I don’t want the final gong to be Qi Shit. He makes me want to vomit 3 litres of blood.

    Thanks for the chapter

  6. bro wtf i barely read the chapter i couldnt take it!!!!!! but the translator did a very good job. it just hurts for me to read it daaaamn im so dramatic LOL

  7. xiao yu our precious bby please stop hurting yourself… you’re worth it, you deserve anything, so just please stop… that mf qi shu doesn’t deserve your love, just throw him in the trash can he deserves it

  8. Yes baby! You’re awesome! Keep saying no to that bastard! Don’t mind his words, nobody owns you other than yourself 😭 no need to obey his damn orders… Run 😭

  9. So I’ve realised why I love these torture stories… It’s because they remind me of being employed… Waiting to have my work recognised

  10. How foolish of me to think that this story will not okay without clearly see that its has a angst tagggg ,😭😭😭 i can’ttttt