Through the deep and narrow corridor, Qi Shu twisted the innermost door and threw me in.
Fortunately, the floor of the room was covered with a long woolen carpet. It didn’t hurt when I fell down.
“Looks like yesterday’s lesson wasn’t enough, you still have the strength to act slutty.”
Qi Shu took off his tie and threw it away, then he kicked the side of my waist.
“You’ve grown up, even dared to seduce Zhou Chen.”
The kick was so powerful that I curled up in pain, not doubting that if it had been a little more off, he would’ve broken my ribs.
“No…” The drilling pain made me struggle to even complete a sentence, “It’s not…what you think…”
“No?”
Qi Shu stepped on my shoulder and flipped me over, so I could face him. “Exchanging flirty glances in front of me, do you think I’m blind?”
I didn’t know if it’s a physical or psychological reason. My heart twinged, as if a sharp blade stabbed me one at a time, in and out.
Why does he never believe me?
“Xiao Yu, why are you so cheap?”
The hard sole of his shoe almost broke my collarbone. I clenched my teeth to keep myself from screaming out in pain.
“No…”
My defense didn’t make any difference. Qi Shu still spared no effort to humiliate me with the most unpleasant words.
“You stick to an alpha when you see one. What’s the difference between you and a female animal in heat?”
“No wonder you’re so anxious to leave me. Heh, Zhou Chen, Wen Yan, and the one surnamed Xu. How many more people do I not know?”
“It’s hard for you if no one’s fucked you for a day, right? You don’t see your ghastly self in the mirror? Do you think that someone will want a cheap, rotten bitch who’s been badly played with?”
….
It hurts…
How come it hurts so much?
I didn’t know if it’s what he said. I just knew that I had been a blind × fool.
Qi Shu still hadn’t vented his anger. He kicked me specifically in my most vulnerable places. Our physical strength was very different, so if he wanted to torture me, I could only endure.
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I protected my belly and tried my best to get up. Kneeling on the floor with my hands propped up, I bent over and gasped for breath.
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The spirit pleaded, please let me go.
The flesh laughed and shook its head. No, you must stay and suffer with me.
I coughed violently.
My lungs felt like they were on fire, and every cough was searing pain.
Heart hurts, stomach hurts.
What did I do wrong for Qi Shu to do this to me?
“It’s been hard on you…” I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth. “I’m so rotten, yet you’re still willing to have sex with me.”
Then I thought of when Xu Xingze said to me, “It’s good that you don’t regret it”.
I thought I’d never regret it.
I thought that even if Qishu didn’t like me, it wouldn’t lead to hatred. But now he made me feel that he was very anxious to kill me.
Qi Shu was out of breath. He looked at me condescendingly, his gaze no different from looking at a dirty and smelly stray dog.
“It’s not up to you to tell me what to do,” he said.
I had no energy left. I wanted to sleep so badly.
“Qi Shu…” I discussed with him wearily, “Look at me now…. My body isn’t fresh, and my face isn’t good-looking…. How about you just, you just let me go… Let’s, cough… let’s part with good feelings…”
――If possible, it would be even better not to even have “good feelings”.
Time went back to that summer-like early autumn, when I gave him a bouquet of flowers after saying “Hello, senior”, and then never saw him again.
I didn’t know which word had offended him. Qi Shu’s eyes suddenly became even more frightening than just now.
He squatted down and grabbed me by the neck and asked, “You still want to run?”
He didn’t restrain his strength. I even heard a ghastly crack.
Unable to speak, the lack of oxygen made my brain blank and my consciousness lapsed.
The second before I was about to die, Qi Shu released me. Fresh air rushed into my nasal cavity in large quantities, and I couldn’t help but cough.
So he really wanted to kill me.
It was as if I had become a weightless pocket of rags. I was easily picked up by him and dragged into the inner room.
I didn’t know what the Qi family had been thinking. A basement had been built in such an ordinary room.
Sensing what he was going to do, a great fear instantly engulfed me.
“Don’t… Qi Shu, please…”
However, he ignored my pleas and pulled open the basement door and threw me in.
The stairs were high and steep. I rolled and fell into a cold, narrow place.
Midway through, I seemed to have bumped my head. A stream of heat slowly trickled down from the corner of my forehead.
Luckily, I could no longer feel the pain.
The basement was deprived of lights, and the only source was the door.
Qi Shu was standing at the door, the light was cast from behind him. I couldn’t see his face clearly and just heard him say, “Reflect on yourself here. When you’ve figured it out, then I’ll let you out.”
Reflect… Reflect on what?
I couldn’t ask in time, as Qi Shu had already banged the door shut. Darkness instantly enveloped me. In the dead silence, I heard the sound of locking from the door.
At that moment, it seemed as if something had followed and disappeared from the world forever.
He knows I’m afraid of the dark…
I was never left alone in the dark before, no matter what.
I couldn’t figure out what heinous things I had done to deserve such punishment.
As time ticked by, my fear was magnified by the darkness. I cowered in the corner, all the bad memories coming together, almost overwhelming my nerves.
I couldn’t hold out any longer, but I didn’t want to die here.
The smell of blood filled the air, mixed with a faint floral scent, which was my pheromone.
Qi Shu had once said it was gaudy and vulgar. ――Like a rotten rose crushed in the rain and cement, he said.
I had never loathed roses so much.
I didn’t know how long it took, but I gradually lost all consciousness.
At the end of my memory, a light appeared at the end of my vision. Someone broke through the darkness and came to me, and whispered my name.
Is it an angel? Will it take me to heaven..
The angel was so gentle. He held me carefully, as if he was afraid to break me.
I wanted to tell him, it’s okay, I’m dead. Dead people don’t hurt.
But I couldn’t make a sound.
I wasn’t dead.
I still hurt.
Something broke through my flesh and made me want to roll around in pain despite my muzziness. And then there were needles stabbing in more than one.
After several iterations, I suspect that the angel took me for a rag doll and got a tailor to fix me.
Most of them weren’t good tailors. They worked slowly, and made me hurt for a long time.
My eyelids were too heavy to open. My arms and legs couldn’t move.
Each voice was distant and muffled, reaching my ears as a bee-like buzz.
Have I really become a rag doll?
Ragdolls didn’t think about things, and so I passed out.
This time the darkness was even longer, the only difference being that occasionally, a voice would come. Although it was hard to hear what was being said, it magically soothed my fear and uneasiness.
As if a century had passed, my consciousness finally drifted back.
That’s it. I’m killing Qi Shit.
Can I join? I’ll even bring all the tools
Perfect. I need all the helping hand I can get.
+1 Count me in
+2🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪
just tell me when and where and i’ll be there with u 🔪🔫💣💥🧨
Count me in..I’m beyond mad.
Just sitting here with tears in my eyes. No big deal. Thank you for the chapter.
Here a tissue 🧻🧻💚🎐 Thank you for reading.
Thank you for another one today 🥺 Can we get a heads up on what chapter XY can break away from QS? If it’s even a thing 😭 Or like when XY can just breathe a little easier 😢 It would be like counting down the pain hahahuhu Thank you again for your hard work!
I say 3 chapters 🎐🥀
🌬️ Thank you! 🌬️🍃
I didn’t have that much of a bad feelings for qin shit and thought that if he changed he can be forgiven but now all I want is him dead dead… ohh god from now on he shouldn’t be forgiven and xiao yu please love your self a little more this is enough for you to get up from your shackles
Thanks for the chapter ♥️♥️
Thank you for reading. 💚🎐
People like Qin Shit have a special place in hell 🔪
Qi shit*
He doesn’t even deserve to be called properly pei pei
exactly!!!! in fact i hope his soul dissipates….he doesnt even deserve to be in hell
on second thought….no let him suffer the worst of the worst of the worst both in earth and in hell
Thanks for the chapter
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I’m glad you decided to give this story a try. 💚 Let’s just keep crossing our fingers that MC will leave that assh🌸le 🤞
umm I know it doesn’t really matter but how come we went from ch 10 to ch12?
Thanks for the chapter!❤️😭
wait nevermind, I missed the translator’ s feed…
No chapter 11. The author might’ve been half asleep when they were adding the chapter numbers 🙈🌸🎐🧡🧡
Oh then we need to wake them up lol 😂 but who knows🤷🏻♀️😄❤️
I really want mc to live a good life and make that sh*t regret loosing him
noooo dont he dareee regret losing xiao yu
he isnt even worth mentioning xiao yu’s name
Good lord. Was it Qi shu who took him to the hospital? Or dr. Zhou? Qi shu seems to be that archetypical scum gong…doesn’t treasure what he has, but doesn’t want to let anyone else have it either. Too proud to know he’s in love…
That shouldn’t be even called love. Anyone who is in love would know subconsciously to treasure the person they’re in love with. Except for mentally corrupted people etc pike this. I can’t exactly find the words but i’m sure you know what i mean. In any casey this shouldn’t be calles love
I hopw by the end of this novel we see Xiao Yu happy and healthy and Qi Shit miserable and in constant pain and regret. In so much pain he wants to commit suicide but no one will let him so he has to live through that pain for the rest of his life. Better to live until 100 or more in that case.
…….he doesnt even deserve a name anymore 😠🔪
thank you for the chapter 🖤
I want to kill that mfking bastard!
QS better not be the ML because even him reincarnating into a better person is not enough to make me forget this chapter!
Hmmm interesting how QY mentioned WY too. I feel like all along he had this notion that the beta-omega (whatever his name is lmao) liked WY first. Hmmmmmmmmm
FUUUUUUUQ i am DONE. THIS IS WHERE I REALLY DREW THE LINE.
Ok. Now I’m absolutely furious on behalf of the poor little beta. He didn’t deserve any of this.
Why am I abusing myself too😭😭😭.
Oh my god 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
It hurtsssss… Damn it hurts. My heart is tornnnn😭😭😭😭😭
I personally believe that this is the perfect moment for murder.
This guy needs to rot in jail. Death is too easy.
Dammit. I want to kill Qi Shit rn!!!! Damn if one day he ask forgives, damn tell him to kill himself!!!! I’ve never been this angry for a character before!!! Aaaah