The Scum Shou's Survival GuideChapter 132.1

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Shen Ye glowered at Ye Ming, bitter hatred smoldering in his dark eyes. His thumb rubbed past Ye Ming’s lips hard, before he covered them with a kiss that tasted of alcohol, as though he wanted to swallow this person whole!

Do you know how much I hate you, how much I missed you.

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You don’t know… and you probably don’t care to find out, ba.

Shen Ye had great strength. Ye Ming’s wrists made cracking sounds from being gripped so tightly, his face turning pale with pain. Looking up at Shen Ye’s crazed gaze filled with hatred, he realized that Shen Ye was drunk, and started struggling desperately to escape. t4FVdb

But, how could Shen Ye allow Ye Ming to escape? He dragged Ye Ming back, and a frigid voice rang in Ye Ming’s ear, “Do you want to leave me again?”

His gaze fell on Ye Ming’s pale face with its delicate features, a deep longing surfacing in his eyes. He’d been thinking about this person for ten years. For ten years, he could only rely on his memories to prevent himself from forgetting this person’s appearance… this time, even if you die, can only die by my side.

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Ye Ming resisted and struggled desperately at first. He knew that Shen Ye was drunk, and was evidently confusing him for his old self. However, Shen Ye was too powerful, and Ye Ming couldn’t get away from him at all. On the contrary, the more he struggled, the greater the torment he suffered. In the end, he simply gave up resisting.

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His lips curved up into a self-deprecating smile. This time… Shen Ye wasn’t treating him like a substitute. He was just treating him as himself.

Now, I know exactly how much you hate me.

But, I’m not surprised. You should’ve hated me just like this from the start…

Ye Ming slightly raised his head, looking into Shen Ye’s eyes. In those eyes, besides his drunken haze, there was hatred, an unwillingness to give up, and agony that couldn’t be concealed… YUs8eF

You’re also suffering this much ah.

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“I’m sorry…” Ye Ming’s gaze was a little empty, and he murmured this almost inaudibly.

I’m sorry. Actually, I knew things would turn out this way.

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When Shen Ye recalled this, his eyes flashed with a trace of confusion. He seemed to have dreamt of Han Xu also feeling sorrowful and agonized… and he’d apologized to him.

But, how could Han Xu possibly apologize to him? nCpo6U

Shen Ye would never forget Han Xu’s ruthlessness at the time. How could he ever feel guilty if he could hurt him like that? In the past ten years… Shen Ye had never seen Han Xu like this even in his dreams. In his memories, what kept replaying itself was that single shot. What kept appearing was Han Xu’s cold-blooded smile, and his callous words…

It was like being stuck in a neverending nightmare that he was unable to wake himself from.

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He didn’t even dare to have the extravagant hope of Han Xu regretting his actions, but this time… the Han Xu in his dreams hadn’t been like this.

The corners of Shen Ye’s mouth tugged downwards. Had he actually reached such a pathetic point, fantasizing about that person regretting everything and coming back? If he was going to regret his actions, then he would’ve come back long ago… a7EvOL

Shen Ye sat up on his bed, ready to wash up, but his arm unexpectedly touched something warm. He was slightly startled and turned his head. Then, he found a person lying next to him.

The young man’s entire body was covered in bruises. The corners of his mouth were a little torn, and there were some blood stains underneath his body. It was obvious that he’d suffered some kind of abuse last night. He was still in a deep slumber and hadn’t woken up yet.

Shen Ye’s expression froze for a moment. He suddenly remembered that after he’d gotten drunk, he’d thought this man was Han Xu, and then…

Shen Ye wasn’t a soft-hearted person. But, at this moment, looking at Ye Ming’s miserable appearance, a rare trace of guilt appeared in his heart. He’d mistaken Ye Ming for Han Xu. He must’ve gone way too far last night ba. But, Ye Ming… wasn’t Han Xu. He was only an innocent person, after all. MXO1fQ

Because of his own selfishness, he’d kept on hurting another innocent person. This realization made Shen Ye acknowledge once again that he couldn’t let things go on like this.

But… he looked down at Ye Ming’s face, indecision warring in his eyes. Finally, he let out a deep sigh.

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Ye Ming had fallen asleep in a daze. It was almost noon by the time he woke up. He shifted his body a little, actually feeling refreshed for once. Although he still felt a bit uncomfortable, he’d probably been cleaned up already. xXQ30G

【Ye Ming: Unbelievable, ah. Who knew my lovely baby brother could be so considerate? Didn’t he not care about me before?]

【888: His considerate actions from before were already eaten by dogs along with your conscience, right?]

【Ye Ming: Kekekekeke… I mean, after all, he doesn’t know who I am ma, and things are no longer the way they used to be…】

【Ye Ming: Also, how do I not have a conscience, QAQ.】 YK2y9E

【888: And here I thought your conscience was worthless to you, he he he.】

【Ye Ming: You’ve wronged this one. I’m obviously very distressed, okay? If I don’t do this, how am I supposed to finish my mission? Can my experience points be unfrozen? I just have no choice 555…】

【888: What’re you calling 555 for? He’s not your system. Even if you keep on complaining, he won’t be able to hear you.】

【Ye Ming: …】 HATMLE

Ye Ming’s stomach growled with hunger. He got up, ready to go out and get something to eat. Suddenly, he smelled a nice aroma coming from the kitchen, and instantly felt his hunger increase!

When Shen Ye heard the sounds of movement, he came out of the kitchen. His sleeves were casually rolled up to his elbows, and his shirt collar was open. He looked over with a stern face, raising a sharp eyebrow as he said, “Come eat since you’re up ba.”

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Ye Ming stood there, slightly stunned. He seemed very surprised that Shen Ye would actually cook for him.

Shen Ye had made some porridge and brought out a serving. His voice still had no warmth to it, and it sounded more like he was giving him an order, “Come and sit down.” sJtwMO

Ye Ming was silent for a moment. Then, he sat down at the table and gave Shen Ye a complicated look.

An uneasy look quickly flashed across Shen Ye’s face. In fact, he actually did feel a little uncomfortable. After all, he hadn’t taken care of Ye Ming like this before, let alone cooked for him. But, when he thought of his behavior last night, he couldn’t just ignore his conscience like that. If he was determined to keep this person by his side… then he should probably be a little nicer to him. After all, Ye Ming didn’t owe him anything.

Ye Ming took back his gaze, and silently drank his porridge. He suddenly remembered something that’d happened in the past. At that time, he’d still been together with Shen Ye. One time, he’d fallen sick, and Shen Ye had taken care of him just like this… Shen Ye’s cooking skills weren’t actually that great. He seldom cooked, but Ye Ming had still eaten his food very happily then, because it wasn’t only a meal that could warm a person’s heart, but someone’s intentions…

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Ten years had passed by in a flash. Shen Ye’s skill still hadn’t improved all that much, and was still at a level where it was enough to make do with. Now that he was living all alone, could he really take good care of himself?

Ye Ming suddenly realized that he’d never thought about this problem before. There had only been hatred in his heart. He’d abandoned and betrayed this person, unable to see much else aside from his revenge. Or maybe… it wasn’t that he’d forgotten, but that he hadn’t wanted to think too much about it.

If he’d thought about it for too long, it would’ve been more difficult for him to face this person in front of him. It was better to continue on just like this, pretending that Shen Ye could live well without him.

Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming. The young man’s head was lowered, so he could only see his smooth forehead and delicate nose. He looked very similar to Han Xu, but also not that similar, ba. gVEdSw

Shen Ye paused, and seeing that Ye Ming had finally finished eating, he took out a card and key and placed them in front of Ye Ming. He said indifferently, “This is a house and some money for you. You can bring your parents over so they can live there, and let your father go to a better hospital.”

Ye Ming slightly frowned, “You’ve already given me money.”

Shen Ye’s gaze sank. He pursed his lips, and said, “You deserve it.”

Ye Ming was taken aback when he heard him say this, but then immediately revealed a self-deprecating smile. Right… not only was he living with him and sleeping with him, but he also had to deal with Shen Ye’s occasional bouts of madness. This job really wasn’t too easy. It looked like… Shen Ye was a very generous boss. aNfsZq

Unfortunately, he didn’t want to receive his pay.

However, Ye Ming remained silent for a long time. Finally, he took the key and card, and said, “Okay.”

He’d already taken over Tao Xu’s body, and had already been forced to do such shameless things. What qualifications did he even have to be so stubborn? It was better to get as many benefits as possible so that when he died, at least Tao Xu’s family would be able to live well.

Shen Ye let out an inaudible sigh of relief when he saw that Ye Ming hadn’t insisted on refusing him. However, the dull and oppressive feeling in his heart hadn’t dissipated all that much. dnHYwI

He knew that he couldn’t do something like this. Keeping this person with him was just like drinking poison to quench his thirst. It’d only be that much more painful in the end. But, he couldn’t stop himself. He really couldn’t help himself.


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  1. 【888: His considerate actions from before were already eaten by dogs along with your conscience, right?]

    Lmao.

  2. Keeping someone like Ye ming is already the most dangerous kind of poison you can ever expose yourself to. Just look at poor baby 888, he never recovered since then wuwuwuw

    Thanks for the chappie!~ (ノ´∀`)ノ♡