Even until Death, the Scum Gong thought I was a White LotusCh6 - I finally realized that I fell in love with him

“Xie Mu.”

Only when the man’s deep voice sounded with a hint of unhappiness did the youth discover his presence. 1CdHwA

He instantly struggled out of Tan Tao’s embrace, respectfully greeting Bo Qin, “Hello Bo zong.”

The youth pursed his lips slightly. The person in front of him was his benefactor, and he had overlooked him, too caught up in seeing his lover.

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The amount of time that Bo Qin had lived together with Xie Mu was not short. Even if he did not try deliberately to recall his memories, he could still remember clearly all the meanings attached to Xie Mu’s expressions.

Now, his eyes contained polite unfamiliarity, without a trace of the intimacy and dependency he had seen at the hospital. fYD4We

“Bo Qin?” Tan Tao’s eyes were sharp, noticing the man’s gaze darkening as he looked towards the youth. His heart sank, immediately pulling Xie Mu back into him.

“Don’t; there’s still someone here…”

His lover was indignant and shy, wanting again to struggle out.

“You’re afraid of what? Bo Qin is my good brother; sooner or later, there would’ve been an introduction.”

While Tan Tao hung a smile on his lips, speaking indulgently with a face full of tenderness, his arms hugged the youth’s neck with a possessive desire. The corners of his lips hooked up slightly as he looked towards his childhood friend, who was looking back with a sharp look in his eyes.

“Bo Qin, allow me to introduce. My boyfriend, Xie Mu.”

At hearing his childhood playmate’s cheerful voice, the man’s brows abruptly wrinkled, his line of sight falling landing on the body of the youth, who had stopped his struggle at the word “boyfriend.” On that fair face that had always fought hard to maintain its calmness, there was a cast of bashfulness. What it did not have, however, was any affection towards Bo Qin.

“Bo zong, that, thank you for paying my medical bills at the hospital. Tan Tao already told me everything. Thank you for taking care of him while I was unconscious.” SCnfZi

He spoke as if it was just a regular word of thanks towards a lover’s good friend; even when he was speaking, he was still docilely snuggled in Tan Tao’s embrace. Perhaps due to a little nervousness, his hand grasped slightly onto the person behind him’s clothes as if drawing strength from him.

Bo Qin looked towards the hand with which Xie Mu was dependently holding onto the clothing corner, reminded of the Xie Mu from before.

The Xie Mu he had known had really detested the touch of outsiders; other than him, he wouldn’t even touch a small infant.

The first time he had taken the youth to meet Tan Tao, Tao Tao had wanted to drape his arm over his shoulders, but Xie Mu had shrugged him off disgusted. That had also been the first time that Xie Mu had went against his intentions, directly shrugging him off and leaving. KRqpTP

After that incident, Tan Tao had heavily mocked Bo Qin for being unable to control his lover. Full of anger, but unwilling to give up on that hedonic body, he pushed down Xie Mu for a whole night, continuing until the sky turned bright. He only let him off after he implored him piteously, choked with sobs.

He had said he was angry when in actuality, he was incredibly satisfied with Xie Mu’s actions.

After all, a lover who only let him touch him would never betray him.

Now, however, he had no qualms about being locked in Tan Tao’s embrace, Tan Tao even saying something about a lover. 17ptST

If this was before, Bo Qin needn’t even think about what Xie Mu would do.

He would push aside Tan Tao, apologizing to him.

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He suppressed his discomfort, attributing it to Xie Mu’s betrayal towards him.

The man frigidly averted his gaze, his voice cold as ice: “Tan Tao, you don’t disdain him for being dirty?”

Xie Mu’s face turned white; this sentence was clearly directed at him. wiG60j

He did not know why his old superior would say such a thing, only shrinking back subconsciously into his boyfriend’s arms.

Bo Qin was furious, perceivable from the way he said Tan Tao’s full name.

He became visibly angrier at Xie Mu’s demeanor of throwing himself at the person behind him.

Back then, he had repeatedly proclaimed that he wanted to follow him for the rest of his life, only giving his body to him. In the end, wasn’t he still willingly degrading himself. JNzXnd

Bo Qin subconsciously neglected the fact that Xie Mu had lost his memory. He had been spoiled rotten by Xie Mu; the youth would forever tolerate him, using that pair of eyes full of love to look at him. Even if he had wanted to break up with him, this person, how could he throw himself into someone else’s embrace as if it were nothing?

“Bo Qin, what are you saying!”

His good friend’s words had also angered Tan Tao, although, whether or not the anger was for show for the person in his embrace was uncertain.

“Darling, let’s go. I’ll bring you back.” 7KDt9z

Xie Mu obediently followed Tan Tao into his car. Sitting on the car and blinking his eyes, he peeked through the car window to look towards the man standing outside the door, maintaining the same posture as before.

[Host, your instigation to sew discord between them was too brilliant, pa pa pa!]

[Bo Qin’s response was not bad. Looks like he’ll be a little easier to handle than I thought.]

Xie Mu turned his head, his lips that were slightly hooked frowned anxiously. He timidly looked towards Tan Tao, who was helping him buckle his seatbelt, “Why did Bo zong say I was dirty?”
Tan Tao’s hand paused as he realized this was a good opportunity to blacken Bo Qin. He raised his head with tenderness in his eyes, reaching out his hand to lightly touch the youth’s head, “He dislikes homosexuality. Next time you see him, stay further away from him.” EhD4f

Xie Mu docilely nodded his head, eyes filled with unease.

[Absurd, he really knows how to spit nonsense, seems like he’s also a tangyuan with a black filling.] ghiTz6

Of course, no matter how well he could spin his nonsense, he was no match for Xie Mu.

The youth slightly lowered his head, appearing very self-blaming.

“Tan Tao, I’m sorry. I originally just wanted to bring you something to eat; I don’t know why I ended up walking here.”

“Are you and Bo Qin not good brothers? If not for me, you two wouldn’t have created such a scene.” fBNWyQ

Hearing the worried and ashamed tone of the person beside him, Tan Tao was unimaginably happy in his heart. Truthfully, ever since he had manipulated Xie Mu into the palm of his hand, he had not a moment where he wasn’t immersed in ecstasy.

“It’s alright, darling. Even though Bo Qin is my childhood friend, but, here, you are the most important.”

The youth really was moved into letting out a smile. Tan Tao could not help himself from crowding closer. He landed a light kiss on his cheek, dark eyes transfixed upon Xie Mu’s ruddy lips, “Darling, tonight, can we…”

As he spoke, his hand sneakily found its way between Xie Mu’s legs. MQGvsd

–pa!

The sound of a slap meeting flesh resonated, Xie Mu hitting aside Tan Tao’s hand. He clenched his fist, his expression agitated, eyes full of confusion and unease.

“S-sorry, I don’t know why…I…bleurgh…”

As he spoke, he suddenly began dry heaving, accompanied by a round of coughing. His face was ghastly pale, clearly unwell. kecHWm

Tan Tao was reminded of that night.

Bo Qin had thought that they had slept together when they actually hadn’t.

Xie Mu had been pressed underneath his body, and he had wanted to touch him, but the youth had treated him as if he were some dreadful beast. He had struggled with all his might, his wrists bleeding from their restraints, nonstop crying out Bo Qin’s name.

He had wanted to force him, but then the person below him began vomiting. 5JAsNL

Clearly, Bo Qin could casually touch him, but when it came to him, he wasn’t even allowed a touch.

Tan Tao had furiously marked the youth with hickies as if driven mad, watching as he cried and shouted Bo Qin’s name.

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He had knocked him unconscious, looking on as the two went at it the whole night.

As his childhood friend for so many years, he was crystal clear regarding Bo Qin, this person. L0wgcE

Once Xie Mu was touched by him, he would never want him again.

At that time, that person would be his.

But later, he had received the news and hurried over.

What he saw was the pale-faced youth laid down on a bed, unable to respirate without help, his hands resting on a white sheet, and the bright red marks he had inked onto his skin that night. 5xATNd

At that moment, Tan Tao had itched to kill himself and to kill Bo Qin.

“Tan Tao…sorry…I, ke ke…I didn’t do it on purpose…”

The youth cried out apologies, choked with sobs, his pair of soft hands gingerly touching the place where he had hit him, “Don’t be angry…”

Tan Tao’s mind slowly cleared up, and he looked at the Xie Mu in front of him beside himself with worry. Chu5IE

He regarded him as his lover.

He tried his best to treat him well.

However, although his memories tricked him, Xie Mu’s body wouldn’t.

This person was still the same as before, unwilling to give himself over to him, willing to die rather than to give himself over. LsNyV2

Tan Tao could not bear the pain of losing Xie Mu another time. He fiercely embraced the person beside him, the person obediently allowing himself to be hugged.

It was fine.

As long as Xie Mu still lived.

As long as this person belonged to him. p8koQT

“Be good. I’m not angry. I’ll bring you out to play. Last time, didn’t you tell me that you wanted to go out and walk around?”

Tan Tao was like a model boyfriend, gently patting his lover’s back apologetically.

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“But, the paparazzi…”

“Don’t worry about it. We’re out in the open and honest, what are we afraid of?” QuR YL

Right now, he could not wait to announce to the whole world his relationship with Xie Mu, to tell everyone that this person was his, especially to Bo Qin.

The look in that guy’s eyes towards Xie Mu always made him feel a little uneasy at heart.

As the car drove away, Xie Mu turned around to take a peek red-eyed, outside the company, there wasn’t even a shadow of that tall, strong man.

[Ding! Bo Qin’s favorability: 51] lQDKGT

[Yo.] He rubbed his eyes to cover up his upturned lips, [There’ll be a good show to watch.]

Author’s note:

The scum gong has awakened, officially starting the scene of bloody slaughter.