Bonus Ko-fi update
CW: NSFW, semi-public s*x
Li Yu wanted to find a hole to bury himself in. He lowered his head and shook off Jian Suiying’s arm. He opened the door and was about to get inside.
It was his turn to be unlucky. He got too lost in his head and forgot that he walked around the car earlier. Now, the passenger door was open. Jian Suiying was like a fish back in water and threw him down on the seat.
Li Yu felt that some strings inside his mind snapped.
For the past month, he tried very hard to forget all the memories that often appeared in his dreams.
He knew he shouldn’t have come to see Jian Suiying today.
He tried to retreat, but there was very little space. His back soon hit the gear shift. Although the car was quite spacious, it still felt crowded with two large men squabbling around. Li Yu has nowhere to hide, and he had no choice but to touch Jian Suiying no matter how he moved back. He could only be attacked by Jian Suiying and feel both shame and anger.
The fresh scent from Li Yu who had just bathed entered Jian Suiying’s nostrils. Jian Suiying rubbed his smooth skin, and he started to feel even more eager than before.
Li Yu, however, was so uptight that he was blushing hotly. He clearly should kick Jian Suiying away, but his body was slightly arched and was under Jian Suiying’s palms.
Jian Suiying was secretly happy with this. He could understand the feelings of a young virgin who had just finally tasted meat. Which man did not come and feel like this? It was hard for him to bear his hunger and thirst, even after having years-long experience with sexual intercourse. Before, he could only quench his thirst by reading from p*rn mags or watching videos. But once he finally got a taste of it, it was a different thing altogether, like forbidden fruit, he found that it was hard to stop. No matter how serious and gentlemanly a man looked, they won’t be the same once he strips off his clothes.
Of course, the main reason is that Li Yu met a beautiful man such as Jian Dashao. Jian Suiying’s mood was a little complicated due to this. He’d become angry and proud, even a bit crazy because of it.
In fact, if Li Yu really liked him and the boy was in the mood, even if he may feel uncomfortable at first, it’s not as if he can’t disagree. After all, Li Yu was his favorite person. This kind of thing in the circle is not a big deal at all. There were several gay people who have never done anything in their lives, even if the act was fun. But he also hated Li Yu because he was already assaulted before he could get a taste, even if he still had strong feelings towards him. He still could not forget the shame all his life.
The only way to soothe his injured self-esteem was to take Li Yu down, much like his original intentions. He will never let Li Yu go afterwards.
Jian Suiying bit Li Yu’s neck and gently nipped at the small piece of skin with his teeth, “Still so demure.”
Li Yu felt that his heart was about to leap out, and the blood was shooting toward his lower region. He was also starting to feel slight pain from the tightening in his pants. Jian Suiying’s actions made him angry. He was so angry that his mind snapped. His hand moved and went straight into Jian Suiying’s clothes from behind, rubbing his flexible and smooth back.
When he took the initiative, he had to admit that this was what he wanted to do.
Once true to his desires, he let go completely, no longer retreating, but behaving like a seduced man, his hands roaming recklessly over Jian Suiying’s body, his lips pressed against the contours of his chin, the short stubble stimulated him, making him realize the fact that he was making out with a man. It still made him feel intense.
Since he was being like this, Jian Suiying indulged in it wholeheartedly.
He fumbled for the button to adjust the seat and lowered it till they were able to lay flat. The space suddenly became more comfortable, and Li Yu was pressed under him. They were like two hungry beasts, intertwined with one another, trying to feel more of each other.
The car door hasn’t actually been closed tightly, but the temperature inside the car made his body feel like it was burning all over.
Jian Suiying was flushed red, and he raised his neck slightly and groaned lowly.
Li Yu opened his eyes which were dark with lust and saw just in time Jian Suiying’s long neck and bobbing adam’s apple. He swallowed thickly and was stimulated with desire, so he opened his mouth to slowly suck on the adam’s apple.
Jian Suiying trembled from the added stimulation. He felt his waist, which had been upright earlier, was already laid on top of Li Yu.
Li Yu licked his ears and cheeks, absorbed his scent from his neck, and stroked Jian Suiying’s body with both hands. It seemed as if he hadn’t done this for the first time and was already experienced. Perhaps he had fantasized about this countless times in his mind.
During this, neither of them said a word, because they were actually embarrassed to speak and ruin the moment. It was only when Li Yu put his hand into Jian Suiying’s pants that Jian Suiying suddenly spoke up.
“F*ck, what are you doing?” He took Li Yu’s hand that was trying to reach inside.
Their eyes met, and their lustful eyes showed traces of embarrassment, especially Li Yu.
His eyes looked like he was drunk and confused. At this time, he also felt unhappy that he was rudely interrupted while he was enjoying his meal. Jian Suiying’s face was red, his eyes were dilated, his hair was a mess, and there were fine beads of sweat on the tip of his nose. Looking at him like this, Li Yu thought that all the anger in his body has disappeared. Now, he just wanted to hold Jian Suiying under him and make this man who looked impenetrable but was sexy enough to make others go crazy.
Li Yu held the back of Jian Suiying’s head, pressed his face closer, licked his lips, and asked, “Come, what do you want to do?”
Jian Suiying stuck out his tongue and entwined with him, saying softly, “I said, I want to fuck you.”
Li Yu suddenly crashed their lips together, and roughly thrust his tongue into his mouth, motions clearly lacking skill. Jian Suiying guided him with his own tongue and gave him a wet and hungry kiss.
Li Yu took advantage of this to turn them over and put Jian Suiying under him.
Jian Suiying immediately scolded him, “Don’t be cheap and behave yourself. You still want to act tough?”
Li Yu just stared at him breathlessly, his eyes full of longing. He ground on Jian Suiying’s thigh impatiently, at a loss.
Jian Suiying could feel Li Yu’s d*ck was firmly rubbing against him. He knew that the little virgin couldn’t help it.
But no matter how hard he was, he didn’t have a reason to sacrifice himself and bottom. He knew he couldn’t beat Li Yu, and it was impossible to. Although it was disappointing, he had to push Li Yu’s shoulder to pull them apart. “You won’t want to pull them down, get up, I’ll go back.”
Li Yu got so angry that his teeth almost broke from gnashing them.
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Jian Suiying, this son of a b*tch, came all the way to stir him up and made him angry. Then at his high, he planned to leave. He treated Li Yu like a monkey ordered to perform tricks. Is there anyone in the world more wicked than him?
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“Who said I don’t want to do it? Just let me be the top. I promise you an experience that’s even better than before.”
“Don’t even think about it.”
Jian Suiying looked at him contemptuously, “I really don’t understand how straight men’s brains work. When it comes to this, you still want to talk about it? You want to f*ck me, but I can’t f*ck you, but who needs to get d*cked down here? Fuck, don’t take me for an idiot. Go away, I’m too lazy to mess around with you.”
Li Yu kept pressing on him, staring at him with reddened eyes, “Don’t go… you… don’t go.”
Jian Suiying stared at him and felt the warm and hard thing on his thigh again. Suddenly, he felt quite sorry for Li Yu. The boy was obviously struggling and trying to keep tough. If they don’t drink, they couldn’t pass the next base without thinking twice about it. If they don’t do it, they’d both be blueballed.
Jian Suiying thought, this had to be a joke. Would he want to stop enjoying it for a bit?
Li Yu himself also knew that he felt very embarrassed, and he got so caught up in his arousal that he tried to calm down. He traced along the lines of Jian Suiying’s face with his eyes, hoping that he could somehow extinguish the fire burning in his body.
In fact, Jian Suiying wasn’t doing so well either. He was still pressed underneath and had no way to vent. However, he was more experienced than Li Yu, a young virgin around 18 or 19.
As a result, Li Yu was still on top of him, flames burning both their insides, making them agitated and thirsty. The short conversation didn’t last long at all, and the two were getting tired of this, but these caresses have become harder to bear the longer they staled.
Finally, Li Yu lost it and put his hand in Jian Suiying’s pants again, pulling it hard.
Can Jian Suiying do anything at this point? He started to tear at him again, and crashed back into Li Yu with curses on his lips.
The space in the car was limited, and they had to make do since they can’t do anything about it. Jian Suiying’s pants finally fell to his knees after a few times.
Although Li Yu was unskillful, he can’t help but make Jian Suiying feel aroused and pleased. This was the first time for him. Jian Suiying immediately weakened.
Li Yu felt him soften, and immediately moved his lips to Jian Suiying’s ear at the right moment, softly saying, “Jian-ge, let me do it.”
This sentence sounded soft and even coquettish, which caused Jian Suiying’s walls to crumble. He was already stirred up by Li Yu’s actions, and although he didn’t want to admit it at that moment, he felt a little reluctant to leave Li Yu who was still in a state, and wanted to do it with him.
Li Yu was secretly pleased. He had now understood Jian Suiying’s temperament. He was tough but will soften. The more arrogant one is to him, the more arrogant he gets in return. He becomes more stubborn than you. But once he softens, it would have quite the surprising effect.
Li Yu is very different from Jian Suiying in this respect. He knows when to adjust his strategy to achieve his goal. He wasn’t as arrogant as Jian Suiying. Even if he was in the wrong, he was the type to never compromise his proud male self-esteem.
Li Yu learned all of his knowledge about this matter from the internet over the years. The first time they did it, he was drunk and lost control. It didn’t count. This time, he didn’t want to be humiliated and be called an inexperienced little virgin by Jian Suiying. He really knows what to do, it’s just that he doesn’t have actual experience, and he’ll have to bullsh*t.
Jian Suiying regretted that he had given in so carelessly, but looking at Li Yu, who was so anxious that he was sweating, he couldn’t push him away. He could only grit his teeth and say, “I have a condom in my wallet.”
Li Yu was stunned for a moment, then took out his wallet from his pocket
The two men melted together like wild animals. From time to time, there were deliberately suppressed groans heard in the car. The temperature inside kept rising, for their desires seemed to burn their bodies and souls.
The heavy car rocked by their violent movements.
Li Yu felt that he must be peculiar. He really had s*x with Jian Suiying in the campus where someone might pass by at any time. However, this kind of thought amongst everything else felt small and insignificant. He had no time to think about it, and he could only continue indulging himself.
Uncontrollable gasps and cries came out of Jian Suiying’s mouth, and the pain and numbness that made him feel like he’d broken had gradually disappeared. Soon, he felt a weird and indescribable feeling, which felt like ants biting his body, clinging to his spine, and invading his brain all the way. He had the illusion that he was about to drown in water.
Jian Suiying’s brain, clouded by desire, would occasionally sober up, but the only thing he could think of at that moment was that it was lucky that the car door wasn’t fully closed, or else they might have run out of oxygen. If it reaches social media, it’d be too humiliating.
After they finished lifting their pants and cleaning up the mess, no one in the car spoke.
Jian Suiying glanced at the drop of dazzling white liquid on the leather seat, having mixed feelings.
Li Yu straightened his clothes and wiped the chair with tissues. Jian Suiying turned his face to one side and stiffly fixed his tie.
Usually, he was very skilled. Today, he didn’t know why his fingers were frozen and stiff. It was so hard to get them to move properly. He couldn’t tie his tie properly for a long time. Giving up, he pulled off his tie in frustration.
Li Yu saw at him and said, “Let me do it.” He was about to take his tie when the older stopped him.
Jian Suiying spoke in a rough voice, “No need, who wears a tie in the middle of the night?”
Li Yu pursed his lips and said, “Better fasten your shirt then. If you fasten your top button, it won’t open too much.”
Jian Suiying pushed the door open a little rudely and was about to get off the car. “I’d like to leave it open.” At this time, his shoes weren’t fully in his feet, and the car was quite high off the ground. He tripped and almost fell face down.
Li Yu hugged him and whispered, “What kind of temper do you have? It’s unfathomable.”
Who am I angry with? Jian Suiying was so angry that he could not resist the temptation of the little fox. He got lost in the road and fed himself to mosquitoes, then he waited for over an hour only to deliver himself to this fox in a silver platter. What a spirit he was!
Jian Suiying pushed Li Yu away, kicked on his shoes, and stood flat on the ground. He slipped his tie into his pocket. Two buttons on his shirt fell out, revealing his chest all the way to the lower side of his large pectorals. There were hickeys littered on his skin.
Li Yu looked at his clothes and felt uncomfortable. His subconscious didn’t want others to see Jian Suiying’s body. But thinking of Jian Suiying’s attitude just now, wild and resisting the urge to tie his tie. He said in a low voice, “Are you hungry? We can get snacks.”
Jian Suiying opened the door without looking back at the younger. “No, take me out quickly.” Then he slammed the door closed as he entered.
Li Yu drove him around then stopped in front of a malatang shop.
Jian Suiying looked around. Fuck, they’re still in campus.
Li Yu knocked on his window when he got out of the car.
Jian Suiying lowered the car window and said, “Why did you bring me here? I said I won’t eat.”
“Just eat some. You must be hungry from exhaustion.”
Jian Suiying scowled and gnashed his teeth. “Don’t flatter yourself. I don’t feel tired since you came really quick.”
Li Yu observed the fretting man and couldn’t help but laugh. “You liar. Why do you like taking advantage of small talk to retaliate? Hurry up and get out of the car.” He reached inside, unlocked the door, and pulled Jian Suiying out.
Jian Suiying looked around the shop, and the spoiled young master’s face turned green. He scolded, “How nice of you to bring me to such a place to eat.”
“What’s the matter? The food here tastes good.” Li Yu looked over Jian Suiying’s exposed chest, and finally couldn’t help putting his hand into his pants pocket to pull out the tie to expertly tie it around his neck.
“Why? I said I don’t want to wear it.” Jian Suiying slapped his hand away.
Li Yu was very reluctant to show Jian Suiying’s state to others. He tried to fix the shirt as much as possible, then tied his tie, trying to make it look like the button had just fallen off.
Li Yu was not satisfied until his body was fully covered. “Let’s go.” Then Li Yu dragged him to the malatang shop.
Maybe because it wasn’t the weekend, and it was almost 12 o’clock, there weren’t a lot people. Usually, when business is doing well, people had to to queue here.
Li Yu took a plate at the door and filled it with a pile of food. Then the two of them chose a corner to sit down.
Jian Suiying squinted at the small storefront with its exposed wall and posters of outdated celebrities, and felt uncomfortable sitting on the low plastic stool.
Li Yu observed him and said, “Why are you so spoiled?”
“Who is spoiled? Being worried about food safety is being spoiled? Are you alright?”
Li Yu put a meatball into his mouth and replied, “One meal won’t kill you. What are you so afraid of?”
Jian Suiying squinted at the meatball for a long time, then reluctantly opened his mouth and swallowed it.
The taste was actually very delicious. Jian Suiying thought, no wonder this group of students with young and healthy internal organs like to eat here.
Li Yu smiled, “Suilin loves to eat these kinds of spicy food. Every time he comes to visit me, we would definitely come here for dinner.”
Jian Suiying hummed noncommittally.
He was really hungry, and finally, after Li Yu’s instigation, he also buried his head to eat.
In the end, both of them couldn’t stand their hunger and ate in silence. When paying the bill, he saw Li Yu hand the store owner a fifty yuan bill. He just stared when she had asked him for a ten yuan bill.
Jian Suiying never experienced a time in his life when someone invited him to dinner for a meal that costed at least 30 yuan, especially when he had s*x with the person. He was speechless.
He couldn’t just say, this motherf*cker took advantage of me to get him to come then invited me to eat a spicy hot meal that only cost over 30 yuan. Is he not ashamed? He was conflicted. This sounded wrong, he felt that the price for a lay with himself was far too low.
Li Yu didn’t notice his internal dilemma at all. He simply yawned and said, “Come on, let me see you out.”
Jian Suiying glared at him and once again slammed the car door in anger.
Li Yu stared at this unfathomable temper.
Li Yu’s car drove for a few minutes until Jian Suiying saw the gate where he parked his own car.
When he got in his car, he stepped on the accelerator, and zoomed out of the school gate.
Li Yu watched him leave without saying a word, and was slightly stunned. As he watched the disappearing car, Li Yu couldn’t help but lick his lips.
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After Jian Suiying returned, he felt depressed for several days.
He could not believe that he compromised with Li Yu so easily. But it was not the most frightening thing for him, what he worried about most was that he was actually more interested in Li Yu than he initially thought.
He was staring at the computer screen in a daze when Jian Suilin knocked at the door and came in.
He could only come over at work once or twice a week now. But as long as he can spare time, he would certainly come. Li Yu also changed his work routine after their tryst. He even came to work for a day the day before yesterday, but Jian Suiying was too lazy to see him.
Jian Suiying adjusted himself and went back to work. “What is it?”
“Jian-zong, this part of the data from the Land and Resources Bureau you asked for last time can be copied, but there are still some parts that can’t be copied or taken away. I can only copy them by hand, and the rest for the drawings and other important content. If you think it is necessary, I will go to their leaders for approval.”
“Well, bring it here. I’ll have a look first.”
Jian Suilin slowly put down the materials and stared at Jian Suiying’s neck.
Jian Suiying noticed that he hadn’t left yet and looked up and said, “What are you still doing here?”
Jian Suilin pointed at his neck awkwardly, “Ge, you have something there.”
Jian Suiying touched it and remembered that there was a hickey that seemed to show up from time to time because it was placed too high.
He didn’t care though, “Oh.” he said, and raised the collar.
Jian Suilin crossed the table and went to straighten his collar, covering it fully. He was a little stiff in his movements, but fortunately, it was not a complicated action, and he soon finished it.
Jian Suiying clapped his hand and said, “Go and do your job.”
Jian Suilin took a deep breath and said calmly, “Ge, you haven’t come home for dinner for a long time. Dad asked me to tell you to go back when you have time.”
“Alright, let’s wait until I’m free.”
“Ge, thank you for the car as well.”
“Sure, you can buy a better one if you want.”
“No need, I’m still at school.”
“It’s good to have this kind of awareness.”
“Then I’ll take my leave.”
“Xiao Lin-zi.”
“Yes?”
“Do you often hang out with Li Yu? “
Jian Suilin was stunned by this question. The image of Jian Suiying kissing Li Yu on the beach came to mind. He thought about what to say. “We meet occasionally.”
Jian Suiying took a look at him and said, “You’re rich and free to do what you wish now. Go and find a girlfriend soon.”
Jian Suilin’s hand shook loosely behind his back and he said stiffly, “Ge, what does that mean?”
Jian Suiying blinked and saw his nervous expression. He laughed, “What do you think, you think I’m afraid of you prying me out?”
Jian Suilin’s face looked a little ugly, but his mouth remained closed.
Jian Suiying knew that he would not dare to borrow even a tenth of his courage. He did not dare to rob his things or fool around with men like Jian Suiying did. He would be the one to set him right if he did.
He was very confident about Xiao Lin-zi’s obedience to him.
Jian Suiying snorted, “Look how scared you are. Don’t worry about who I like. I know you and Li Yu are friends. I just mean, don’t hang out with a bunch of bachelors all day long. It’s good to be young and to have a girlfriend.”
Jian Suilin forced a smile, “I haven’t met the right girl yet.”
“Well, it really depends on fate. You know, Dad’s very nervous because he’s afraid that I will have a bad influence on you. If you find a girlfriend, I’ll be under less pressure.”
Jian Suilin lowered his eyes and said nothing.
“Right, you can leave now. I’ll come home this week…” Jian Suiying flipped through his schedule, “Let’s go back on Friday.”
“Okay, then I’ll take my leave.”
When Jian Suilin walked to the door, Jian Suiying suddenly stopped him again. He hesitated for a moment but still asked, “Do kids your age like to eat in those dirty street food stalls?”
This question was a little abrupt. Jian Suilin was stunned once more and replied, “Ah… yes. Sometimes a large group of us friends go eat together after playing football. It’s very fun.”
Jian Suiying recalled that when he was his age, he wasn’t as impressed. But then, after all, it was already almost ten years ago.
But Jian Suilin’s answer made him feel a little better, he was at least not so worried about whether or not Li Yu was actually snubbing him.
After Jian Suilin left, Jian Suiying sighed. He was 27 years old this year, but he suddenly realized that this might be the first time in his life that he had encountered the so-called ‘love problems’ and it was with a boy who was at least seven years younger.
Not to mention the feeling of embarrassment, it was best that he kept that one to himself.
TL Note:
Thank you for the ko-fi, anon!
Honestly? That car scene is one of my favorite scenes in the novel x) Li Yu finally indulging his dirty fantasies and Jian-da enabling it and agreeing to bottom for once, are things getting better for these two? :s
Thank you for the update! I found this chapter oddly (?) heartwarming. I thought their interactions were really cute despite the undercurrent of anger. JSY feels a lot less creepy now that LY knows what to say to let his guard down. 🤣
Thank you for the update! JS bottoming is a sign that he is in love. Otherwise, I don’t think he would do it. Thing is, is LY over Suilin? I hope so cause JS will be very heartbroken of he finds out