Ji Qingzhou at that moment, only felt that his eyes were sore, he could hardly believe it, “You like me?”
“Yes.”
“How can you like me?”
“Of course I like you, I love you Zhouzhou.”
“But that night, I asked you, you ……”
Ji Qingzhou didn’t speak, Chu Cheng interrupted him, his thumb gently rubbed his lips, his tone was very light, facing Ji Qingzhou’s familiar tenderness, he said, “I forgot, I forgot to tell you, you can ask me again.”
Tears instantly welled up in Ji Qingzhou’s eyes, he once thought Chu Cheng liked him, he asked Chu Cheng, but Chu Cheng said no, but now, he actually said he liked him.
Ji Qingzhou was happy but he also thought it was unbelievable, Chu Cheng looked at the tears in his eyes, kissed the corner of his eye and hugged him, “Don’t cry, I should have told you earlier, I shouldn’t have dragged it out like this.”
Ji Qingzhou wanted to blame him. Then why didn’t he say it earlier? What he wanted, although it was 36 days late, finally came back to him, which was already very good, so good that he was satisfied.
Ji Qingzhou smiled, then he raised the hand that wasn’t held by Chu Cheng and hugged Chu Cheng back.
Chu Cheng felt his movements, and slightly loosened his grip, Ji Qingzhou lifted his eyes to see him. Although he didn’t cry, there were tears in his eyes, which made his eyelashes dark and dense, it looked like small hooks. When he blinked, Chu Cheng felt like his heart was hooked.
Chu Cheng didn’t resist, and kissed him again. This time, Ji Qingzhou eagerly responded to him, and Chu Cheng hugged him, constantly increasing his strength and tightly holding his waist. He kissed very hard, mixed with his thoughts and love, and like a tsunami, it rushed to Ji Qingzhou.
Chu Cheng wanted to possess the man in front of him from head to toe, and Ji Qingzhou felt it. He was a little embarrassed. After the kiss, he looked at Chu Cheng with red ears and wanted to ask him if he wanted it, but he was still shy because they just got back together.
Chu Cheng saw the question in his eyes, smiled lightly and shook his head. He was always able to control his urges very well. When he was intimate with Ji Qingzhou, he could suppress it even if he felt the agitation of his body.
He shook his head slightly and whispered, “No need.”
“Really?” Ji Qingzhou looked down in disbelief.
Chu Cheng lifted his head, “Don’t look blindly.”
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Ji Qingzhou slandered him in his heart : He obviously wanted it very much.
Chu Cheng had no choice but to explain, “Now isn’t the right time, moreover, we also didn’t prepare things.”
Ji Qingzhou nodded obediently.
Chu Cheng looked at his meek appearance, and his heart softened up. He looked at Ji Qingzhou for a while, and then suddenly bent down and picked him up in a horizontal embrace.
Ji Qingzhou froze for a moment and said in shock, “What are you doing?”
“Stay with me for a while, after a night of tossing and turning, I’m a little sleepy.”
“When did you arrive?” He asked.
“After 3:00 am, I think.”
“You hung up on me and rushed over?” Ji Qingzhou suddenly became a little uneasy, “Did you say you like me because you want to help me?”
Chu Cheng laughed at his words and looked at him helplessly, “Am I a saint? Sacrificing my love to help others.”
Ji Qingzhou didn’t speak, he felt that Chu Cheng would do it, Chu Cheng may not be like that to others, but in his case, his protective desire was like a guardian.
Chu Cheng saw him this look, sighed then whispered, “If I didn’t like you, then why did I lose control just now?”
Ji Qingzhou remembered how he looked when he kissed him, and only then did he settle down a little.
He still couldn’t believe that Chu Cheng really liked him, couldn’t believe that they were back together, he looked at Chu Cheng, reached out and held his neck and quietly leaned against him.
“Don’t lie to me.” He said.
Chu Cheng lowered his head and kissed him, “Don’t worry, I won’t joke about my feelings.”
He put Ji Qingzhou on the bed, let him sit, and bent down, still holding his hand, “Let’s start over, we can keep the happy memories, and forget the unhappy ones. This time, we can re-book a contract, not a backer contract, but a love contract, the contract period is long, a total of 1314 years, can we?”
Ji Qingzhou felt that his words were romantic to the point of being unrealistic, “What if, it doesn’t reach that many years?”
“Then we will work together, you see, you haven’t been in love before, I haven’t either, we can work together and learn how to fall in love properly, strive to reach this contract period, if necessary, we can also renew the contract.”
Ji Qingzhou was amused by his words, “We won’t live long enough for it to be renewed.”
Chu Cheng smiled and kissed the back of his hand, “Maybe there is reincarnation.”
Ji Qingzhou’s heart was little sour and sweet, a life was very long. How could it really last forever till the seas ran dry and the rocks crumbled?
But he still nodded his head, thinking, if there really was, it would be great.
Chu Cheng knew he had been coaxed. He always thought that Ji Qingzhou was easily coaxed, and he was never angry at ordinary times. Occasionally, he just had to coax him a little, and Ji Qingzhou wouldn’t care about it. Now, however, he felt that him being easily coaxed was somewhat distressing. During their love, he had been cooperating with his own pace. He said that the contract expired, and he left easily. He said come back, I like you, and he returned to his arms without care.
The good behavior made it hard for him to bear.
“Do you want to make a scene?” He asked.
Ji Qingzhou was a little surprised, “Hm?”
“Just refuse me for a few days, let me chase after you.”
“You can also chase me now.” Ji Qingzhou said, “I promised you, does that mean you can’t chase me?”
“That’s true, I just think that you are a little too easy to coax, so I feel like I’m scum.”
Ji Qingzhou smiled, he didn’t expect him to have this kind of psychology, “When we were in a contractual relationship with money transactions, I took the money, so after the expiration, me leaving was normal. Now we have an equal and free relationship, you came to me to confess, I was willing to accept, so I did. It’s all very normal, nothing scummy. Besides ……”
He looked at Chu Cheng, quietly and gently, Chu Cheng gazed at him and could clearly feel the feelings in his eyes.
He heard Ji Qingzhou say, “You are different.”
This wasn’t the first time that Ji Qingzhou said such words, but this time, Chu Cheng felt sourness in his heart.
Of course he was different, when Fang Yaoxuan wanted to touch him, he could resist to death, but when he wanted to touch him, he wouldn’t even push him away.
“Zhouzhou, let’s make a pact, okay?” He looked at Ji Qingzhou, suppressing the burning in his eyes, and said softly, “From now on, until I propose to you, never say ‘I like you’ to me, okay?”
Ji Qingzhou didn’t understand, “Why?”
“Because I want to like you first.” Chu Cheng said gently, “I want to chase you, I want to like you for a long time before you are forced to like me.”
It had been said that in a relationship, the person who fell in love first lost first, Ji Qingzhou was the one who fell in love first, so he deserved to lose first, but Chu Cheng didn’t want him to lose, he wanted him to win.
Ji Qingzhou didn’t think it was necessary, he didn’t know Chu Cheng’s thoughts, he just thought like was like, there was no need to hide all the time, he had never told Chu Cheng that he liked him. But Chu Cheng talked about proposing, Ji Qingzhou didn’t aspire to marriage, he had seen his parents’ divorce, there was no longing for marriage. But he longed for Chu Cheng, and also longed for what Chu Cheng said about life and death.
So he nodded his head and responded very gently, “Okay.”
At that moment, Chu Cheng could almost see flowers blooming.
He enjoyed the silence with Ji Qingzhou, and only then did he have time to tell Ji Qingzhou, “You don’t need to care about Fang Yaoxuan’s matter, it’s almost over, he won’t appear in front of you in the future.”
“It’s over? You took care of it?” Ji Qingzhou was surprised.
Chu Cheng nodded, “It isn’t a big deal, if you hit hard, it may have taken some effort, but you hit lightly, he didn’t suffer much injury, so it wasn’t a big deal.” Chu Cheng held his hand, “I know you didn’t want me to intervene in this matter, in fact, if I didn’t intervene, Anyi could also handle it, but I don’t want to leave your matter to others, do you understand?”
Ji Qingzhou didn’t speak, he subconsciously lowered his eyes, unable to say what he was feeling. He had always known that there was a gap between him and Chu Cheng, a gap so big that he didn’t even have the heart to count it, but now, he was once again aware of the gap.
For him and Zhou Chengfeng to be helpless, and even prepared for the worst things, to Chu Cheng, “it wasn’t a big deal”. He thought it would be very troublesome, but Chu Cheng only used one night, and then successfully handled it, and even, at the same time relaxed with him.
Ji Qingzhou wasn’t clear about what he was feeling, it wasn’t inferiority, he just felt a little weak.
Chu Cheng couldn’t see the emotions in his eyes, so he had to guess, “I know you didn’t want me to interfere, I also know you prepared, whether the ending was good or bad, you would bear it. But I’m not ready for this, I can’t bear it. It’s not that you can’t bear it, it’s me, do you understand?”
Ji Qingzhou lowered his eyes to look at him.
Chu Cheng also looked up at him, Ji Qingzhou finally reacted, Chu Cheng had been squatting like this for a while, “You’ve been squatting for so long, aren’t you tired? Sit down, let’s talk slowly.”
Ji Qingzhou went to pull him, but Chu Cheng didn’t move, he held his hand tighter, and calmly replied, “It’s okay, I’m not tired, I want to see you like this, I have never seen you from this angle.”
Ji Qingzhou froze for a moment, in their relationship, it was always him standing down looking up to Chu Cheng, Chu Cheng was the backer, he was only Chu Cheng’s mistress, so he had the right to decide anything, although Ji Qingzhou didn’t think it was anything, he did look up to Chu Cheng.
And now, Chu Cheng bent down.
In this moment, Ji Qingzhou felt that the person he liked was really the most gentle person in the world.
Not me reading this sobbing while wetting my pillow after getting bombarded with the notifications instead of sleeping.
me neither
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“Because I want to like you first.” Chu Cheng said gently,
“I want to chase you, I want to like you for a long time before you are
forced to like me.”
It had been said that in a relationship, the person who
fell in love first lost first, Ji Qingzhou was the one who fell in love
first, so he deserved to lose first, but Chu Cheng didn’t want him to
lose, he wanted him to win.”okayokayokayokayokay
if Chu Cheng joining scum gong group, he will be the most pure and innocent there… and because of that he’ll be kicked out of the group after 5 minutes lol
the 188 boys would chew him up alive 😭
188 boys?
188 boys group are characters from shui qiancheng’s novel – infamous for being the scummiest of scum gongs. theyre all 188cm hsjdjjsjd
ah looks like I know some… like PBD and YOI. never know they all called 188 boys lol 🤣
novels *
Finally I can say I love this story!
So much dog food 😢 Give me more 😆
Thank you for the chapter
PHEW Zhouzhou didn’t reject. I don’t want more suffering so more fluff fluff fluff must appearrrrr
thank you for the chapter!
(っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ Come here, boys! Let me hug you~~
Thank you for this chapter!!
literally in tears… cc +1 rights
Chu Cheng really be raising the standard for partners/lovers (╥﹏╥)
Thx for the ch ٩(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )و
My god! My teeth are aching!! 😆
They are so f*cking cute 😭😭😭
For anyone interested, 1314 is a homonym for “one life one death” in chinese (cantonese in particular)~ So it’s a promise to live and die together~~ Bonus sweetness!!
Awww. Yes, be happy together!!
Thanks for the chapter!
Bestie. Im in public. The embarrassment of my tears is immeasurable 😳🤧
I wanted MC to solve this problem on his own but I know how unrealistic that is, and I’m also very satisfied with the way things have gone. There are so many plot points in this novel which would have usually made me drop it but they are done so damn well that I can’t help but like it.
I hear you sister. Tropes exist for a reason but so often poorly executed… This novel and translation puts heart in to them.
what the fuck why am i crying so hard
im 23 why dont i have someone like chu cheng yet
im feeling the pain of being a single dog seeing my CP be happy together
I’m rereading a few chapters to find my place again since I wanted to try and MTL, but now I’m crying again?? what the fuck
” It had been said that in a relationship, the person who fell in love first lost first, Ji Qingzhou was the one who fell in love first, so he deserved to lose first, but Chu Cheng didn’t want him to lose, he wanted him to win.”
why does this part make me so emotional
Awwww
i really, really like the ML, the bossy, humorous side of him, love the interactions between him and MC,
but,
there is a big but,
i found very unrealistic some big shot in his 20s being virgin, or after this time of separation, leave sex alone, like it was a very big thing. actually, i’ve seen this or something similar in many chinese novels. maybe is my western eye on the situation. is the youth in China so conservative? well, maybe, i should go to discord to talk about this, sorry.
Thank you. It’s indeed a different reality. I mean, i thought that someone wealthy, independent, who frequents clubs where boytoys are served, and being virgin, should be just author’s romantic view. In fact, many novels, if not the majority of them, praise or virginity or monogamy for lifetime, or even for multiple lifetimes in the case of QT novels, regardless how old the characthers are or in which timeline or kind of world they are . Not judging culture views, it’s just that for me, this kind of situation in fiction seems a little off sometimes. Anyway, thanks again.
Their love for each other is so gentle and genuine..
whew thank GOODNESS!!!!! I wasn’t sure how long it would take CC to recognize that this is love!!!!
Ahhh! The sugar is so sweet!
I’m tearing up rn, I knew once CC got his head out of the sand he would be so sweet ahh it reminds me of Accidental Mark with it’s sweetness I hope it continues like this
From the amount of dog food being shoved down my throat I can’t breathe I’m so happy I’ve been coughing like I’m gonna die help😭😭
🥰🥰
how is he so sweet wtf. 😭 fkkkkk.