Nurturing the Hero to Avoid DeathCh20.1 - Morning and Blue Sky

Translator: Mii

Editors: sleepchaser, ASplashofMusic 7jcPS


“…Huh?”

Upon waking up, I find myself in an unfamiliar room. Neither my own or one of the church’s.

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The room only contains the essential types of furniture: a small wooden closet against the stucco-plastered wall, a table of the same material with chairs surrounding it, as well as some unbleached curtains hanging above the double windows. The curtains are currently drawn, allowing the bright sunlight to enter the room.

Crammed on the small desk are two small bottles of orange fruit-infused water, two jugs of water, a few towels, and some porcelain cups and plates. SlqubZ

A set of seemingly large folded clothes is also placed on the chair.

Why am I here?

Yesterday, what did I do──

As I’m thinking this, a wave of memories rush through my brain like a tide. It wasn’t a dream.
It’s just too much. I immediately bury my head underneath the quilt, eyes squeezed shut.

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I have finally figured out my predicament here. My current state is, well…

Even without looking down, I can feel that I don’t have any clothes on.

As for why I slept naked… my thought process shuts down from another rush of memories.

“Ehh!?” y7QFWi

Wait a minute.

How could something like that happen between us? What should I do now?

I can still hear a sweet phantom voice calling out my name. I duck, covering my ears. Still feel his large and warm hands caressing my skin, so gentle and yet sometimes so able to fuel my desire. And together with his heavy breaths and melting heat… I hurriedly chase those memories out of my head.

Alfred said that he will overwrite everything. And now─ qQa0Y

My heart starts to pound.

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The palpitations eventually turn slightly less violent.

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I stay in this position for a while more, before realizing that the chirps of the small birds outside are all I can hear. Even if I strain my ears, it is completely silent within this room. Awfully silent.

I tilt my head. I currently seem to be the only person in the room. pHT3va

But what if… he comes in?

What kind of face should I make? What should I say?

I wrack my brain to its limits, simulating dozens of possible scenarios in my head. In the end, I decide to act clueless. I’ll pretend that nothing happened yesterday.

Alright. Let’s go with that. It’s best to go with the flow and act normal. If I expose the slightest bit of distress, it’s over. tKLNIl

I try to motivate myself, even just a little, as I prepare for the worst. Slowly, I peak my head out of the quilt. Only half of it, though.

I scan the entire room.

The figure of a certain conspicuous blonde… is nowhere in sight.

“Oh…” I feel a little disappointed, squirming my way out of the quilt and looking around the room. Alfred really isn’t here. FKyuxW

Where would he go so early in the morning?

Then by the corner of my eye, I suddenly noticed something above the quilt in my hands.

It’s a coat. A top coat, to be exact. Dark brown, large in size, and slightly heavy. Made with thick cloth, impermeable to air.

And it’s currently draped over me. uqFRLa

“Ah, this is…”

I remember seeing this coat before. Alfred always wears it when he gets cold.

The coat looks very sturdy and has lots of pockets. Its design focuses on practicality rather than aesthetics. Definitely within Alfred’s taste.

Speaking of which, he did mention that there was no heating in this room. Which is probably why he covered me with his coat. l8Lc2h

I grab onto the stiff fabric of the coat, and pull it close to my face. Undoubtedly Alfred’s.

But its owner is nowhere to be found.

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Is that good or bad? I slowly let out the breath that I didn’t realize I’ve been holding.

Since he’s not here, he could be downstairs on the first floor. But I have no way of confirming it in my current situation. RBIWti

While he’s not here, what I should first do is…

Put on some clothes!

I wrap myself with the quilt after some rolling around. Then I sit up.

“Ah…” DVs192

Surprisingly, I’m completely dry underneath it.

There’s no feeling of wetness anywhere on my body. On the contrary, I feel very… clean and dry.

I tilt my head to the side again.

How weird. We did it so much yesterday, so why─ 3hiDWm

No, stop! You’ve decided to forget about it already, remember?!

Then I get a glimpse of my wrists, the first since I woke up. And I’m once again speechless.

The swelling blackish-red bruises that were prominent on my wrists yesterday have totally disappeared.

Did Alfred apply something on them? But… I think only the recovery medicine that I’ve been giving him would be this effective. I’m not sure how to feel about that. He used the medicine I gave him on me. H8Kkcs

But I suddenly recall another matter, after which my slowly calming heart goes back to its previously wild state.

Conflicting thoughts start to crowd my mind.

I don’t want to verify it. I want to just leave it alone and keep it out of my sight. But the curiosity is killing me. At the same time, I also want to know.

I dawdle about, feeling lost as to which side of my brain I should follow. Eventually, I explode from my own indecisiveness, and decide to just push through with it. After a few deep breaths to calm my mind, I slightly raise the quilt and peep inside. zx76YZ

It’s as I’ve expected. The large round bruise on my inner thigh has also already faded. As if it were never there in the first place.

I feel like crying. I want to jump off a cliff just to escape the embarrassment.

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Damn it. He’s seen practically every inch of my body! Even my private parts that even I rarely touched!

Heart full of grievances, I reach out to grab the set of folded clothes on the chair. Nn0dVy

The clothes that the pub owner’s wife lent to me are quite big. To the extent of having to fold the shirt sleeves and trouser legs four times. Why are they so large? Unbelievable.

Even though I’m already partly dressed, because there’s no heater around, the room still feels very chilly. I can’t help but rub my arms.

Left with no other option, I take Alfred’s coat from the bed and put it on.

The coat’s sleeves are too long for me. I can’t even see my fingertips. Damn it. I know that there’s a huge difference between our figures, but now that the evidence is right in front of me, I’ll be lying to say I don’t feel complicated. That brat is growing so fast. cXT0iF

There’s a small sink in the bathroom, so I wash my face and brush my mouth, after which I start straightening my clothes.

As I wait in the room, I sip some of the fruit-infused water. But Alfred doesn’t show up no matter how long I waited.

Really, though. Where did he go?

I feel uneasy just waiting here. I’m also getting very bored. There’s not even a book or a magazine to pass time. sFDgT7

I slowly rise from the bed. Feeling some slight pangs of hunger, I decide to go down to the first floor.

Slipping on my damp leather shoes, I make my way out of the door.


Thank you FrostyMoka-san, Lenette-san, Erina-san, Invi-chan, MsLori-san, Anon-san, and Lalorena-san for the ko-fi! *deep bow*

Am I typing everything right? My eyes are still full of tears, I even almost forgot that I have to release NHAD today… FwmujJ

May we all cry together at this perfection.

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38 comments

  1. Thank you for the update!!

    Don’t worry, you’re not the only one… They said that nothing is perfect, but this, THIS. . . (✽´ཫ`✽)

    • Thank you for reading as well, invi-chan!

      IKR! I cri every time I remember how we can see STAREMBER’s godly drawing every WEEK.

  2. Lian must look SO CUTE wearing those clothes! Aahhh, I LOVE HIM SM!!

    And TGCF manhua pv… I was on the verge of tears when I first watched it! So excited to see hualian’s fluffiness (and all the knives ;^;) and cry over it! QwQ

    Thanks for the chapter! 🙂

    • BOYFRIEND SHIRT!!!

      I feel like I will cry at the first panel, then at the second panel, then at the third panel QAQ Can’t wait to see the aesthetic Hua Hua visualized!

      • Yass, Alfred will go crazy if he sees Lian like this!

        And same. I’mnot sure I’ll even be able to read properly through all the tears. But I’m sure my soul will dissipate from the excitement seeing the sedan scene with the blood rain.

        Hua Hua’s silver butterflies… That hand… The red string tied in the middle finger… And Dianxia in a wedding dress! qwq

  3. What is the Chinese bl you linked called!!!

    Also thank you for the translation 🙂

  4. Awww he TRIED to avoid reality with reasons… Lian is so cuteee, Just picturing himself using Alfred’s clothes make me squeal, i can already imagine next time they meet up. Lian will try to pretend what happen between them is non-existent but failing miserably, blushing and flustered and Alfred is just smiling, watching Lian’s antics lolol Ahhh… can’t wait~

    • Oh. Mah. Gaaahhhhh That last bits about Alfred watching Lian silently with a smile makes me turns into a goo… (。・//ε//・。) He better hide the corpses wel- I mean, go home fast to meet wivey! *wat

  5. Oh wait i wonder did Alfred is gone because he’s busy killing someone who totally deserve it hmm…?

  6. Uuuuu Liam is such precious little bby I wanna hug him

    And and and is that really a offical webcomic of HOB??? If yes i will definitely accompany you with crying

    Thanks for the chapter! 💕💕💕

    • It is!

      If I’m already this happy just by the trailer I wonder what’ll happen to me at 19 Oct… ლ(◕ω◕ლ)

  7. Alfred is going to have a heart attack when he sees Lian in his coat. So adorable!! ♥️

    Lian being Lian already deciding he will act clueless but then gets antsy when he doesn’t immediately see Alfred :’)

    Thank you for the update!

  8. This is somehow more embarrassing than the last chapter

    I love it!

    Thank you for translating.

    I need to see Liam in Alfred’s jacket I wish I could draw decently

    I need to Read heaven official blessing I’ve been lagging Bc like apparently something super sad happens at some point and like I will totally cry soooo I’m scared but I hear it’s good it’s on the list

    • Them being cute together is the best after all~

      You’re welcome, jmekatv-san!

      And yeah!!! I always want to be able to draw well… QAQ

      It’s true that there are many knives… but there are many fluff as well! The entire novel is just very beautiful! (つ≧▽≦)つ

  9. Me alegra de que su estádo físico esté mejor, respecto a su estado mental… tos tos, que buena sobre escritura, ahora solo están los recuerdos de un ayer con Al, tos tos tos…

    ¿Al fue al hotel?

    ¿Cómo estará la familia de Lian?

  10. Imaging Alfred coming back and seeing Lian wearing his clothes! Give me more of that kind of scene!!

    Thank you so much for translating this novel!!

  11. He could use the Amnesia card… but with Lian’s personality, he won’t be able to pull it off.

    Thanks for the chapter!