Nurturing the Hero to Avoid DeathChapter 19.5

Translator: mii

Editors: sleepchaser, ASplashofMusic hZUpG


Warning: NSFW

Alfred’s eyes are narrowed, the color of his irises bleeding into a deeper shade of blue, grains of gold scattering among them. Such scary words had left his lips, and the low timbre of his voice didn’t make it any better.

Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.

His eyes only ever look like that when he’s furious.

When was the last time I saw it? EZq7gr

It seems like ages ago.

He’s actually furious for someone as stupid and wretched as me.

“Did he touch you here?”

He suddenly starts stroking my cock again, his fingers gliding up and down from the base to the tip. I jolt. My muscles turn to mush, and I’m left only to quiver from the sensation.

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“H-he didn’t.”

“Really?”

“Ngh, j-just a little bit… with his fingers…”

“Over here too?” AZhoPD

His wet finger slides to my back, slipping into the crease between my butt cheeks, brushing against that forbidden place.

A wave of panic crashes into me, and I quickly shake my head, thrashing in an attempt to escape.

“N-no! He d-didn’t touch that part.”

“I see.” 9wpy5a

Alfred finally retracts his hand. I’m so relieved.

Curious about what Alfred is thinking, I look up, only to find him peeling off the remaining bath towel covering me.

“W-what!? D-don’t!”

“Let me see your wounds.” EamfAB

“N-no need!”

He still persists. He grips my knees and spreads them open.

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“No, d-don’t look!”

“There are bruises here.” gFyc9j

He shifts his attention to my inner left thigh, where a large circular bruise is forming. Must be from when that guy pressed me down with his knee. It hurts when touched.

I try to remove Alfred’s hand from my inner thigh, but he grabs my wrist instead.

“There are also some on your wrist…”

“Ah…” 6KUgVM

The marks on my wrist look slightly swollen, gradually turning a dark red. That Serpentine guy really wasn’t gentle in trying to keep me from escaping. Or maybe it’s because of how hard I struggled.

“Where is he now?” says Alfred.

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Alfred looks down for a second, brows deeply furrowing, before turning his gaze back to me.

“You left your bag and coat behind, right?”

His words cause me to twitch in surprise. E2qRBD

“You probably won’t be able to get it yourself, so I’ll go in your stead. I’m not letting you return there. Tell me the location.”

“…You’ll really just get my luggage?”

“Yeah.”

“Really?” DToC6A

There’s a subtle pause before Alfred finally says, “Yeah.”

I look up at Alfred, who returns the favor.

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As our staredown continues, Alfred’s initially sharp gaze gradually softens. He eventually relents and gives me a small nod. But I’d be lying if I say he looks willing.

The grains of gold in his eyes start to disappear. Good, he’s finally calmed down a bit. zDlfTE

“Promise me,” I say. If I don’t take some measures to stop him, I won’t be able to feel at ease. He can be surprisingly quick to start a fight.

He keeps his eyes locked on me. “Yes, I promise. I won’t lie to you.”

Even though his face is still twisted into a dissatisfied frown, his shoulders slump, as if giving up.

He still remembers our promise from a while ago. Looks like he’s a man of his word. If he can get my luggage for me, it’ll be very helpful. shMwkl

What’s shameful to me is how I can’t possibly show my face in that hotel again. I’m scared. Very scared.

For the time being, I don’t want to even go near that place.

But there are a lot of important things inside my bag. My money is naturally in there, but what’s most important is the amulet Marie and the kids gave to me. There’s also the library book that I promised to lend to Alfred. If I can just retrieve those items, I’ll be content.

Shifting my gaze to Alfred who has been waiting for my reply, I nod. “Martina Laffinato Hotel…” bFH K3

“Got it.”

“Please just go there to get my luggage. I’m already fine. Really. But if something happens to you─”

Marie, the kids, and even Cheddar’s family will be worried. As well as I, of course.

Alfred looks at me before heaving a sigh, his frustration apparent. EYdHUD

“Think about yourself before thinking about me. Seriously, you’re always so…”

“Al?”

“…Forget it. There’ll be some scarring here.”

“Ahh…” egz9r3

His finger gently brushes the scratch on my chest, making me shiver.

“Lian.”

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I look up, only to be met with Alfred’s intent gaze.

He narrows his eyes, the picture of internal conflict. Eventually, he seems to have come to a decision, the haze in his eyes clearing. 8gkxR7

“What?”

“Is it alright for me to touch you?”

“Eh? A-aah!”

He attacks my nipples with his fingers, kneading the soft, pinkish flesh. Heat pools in the pit of my stomach once more. Vdeuk7

“Is it okay?”

Rather than okay, it feels too pleasurable. I can lose my sanity over this sensation, which scares me. Because I know we shouldn’t be doing these things. His actions grow bolder, and he applies more force to rub at my nipples, almost to the point of pleasurable pain.

“I-it’s alright, so release your hand,” I say, quickly trying to get him to stop.

“Ok.” AeWQRL

Alfred slowly brings his face closer to mine. Flashes his usual languid smile, looking slightly happy. But I can just make out a hint of anxiety hidden within the depths of his eyes.

“A-Al?”

“Can I overwrite it?”

“Over…write?” m13o P

“Yeah. So that you will forget everything that happened.”

He plants kisses on my neck, cheeks, and forehead, making sure not to miss each part.

Just like that night.

Alfred’s hand roams around every inch of my body. Occasionally, he kisses me straight on the lips, or even gives them a lick. YeZUKo

Overwrite.

So this is overwriting?

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Somewhere far from where this heat is fogging my brain, I agree with Alfred’s method. And my body relaxes without me knowing it.

Rather than ending today feeling disgusted over that bastard’s touches, it’s undoubtedly better to end it with the warm memory of being with Alfred. Ten, maybe even a hundred times better. bjgmQS

He slowly slides his other large, warm hand down. From my back to my neck to my shoulder, softly caressing.

“Ha… Ahh…”

He envelops me with his arms, pressing me against his large body. For some reason, I feel reassured in his embrace. My body slackens, and my eyes slip shut.

“Does it feel good, Lian?” oDHdSi

His low voice rings directly beside my ear. I can’t help but nod. It really does feel good.

I might just like this, this feeling of being completely wrapped in his embrace. He feels very warm and soothing to the touch. Frees me of my pressing worries. Yet as a man, I can’t help but feel somewhat conflicted about this. I’ll definitely never let anyone know I liked being held like this.

Above me, Alfred laughs at my reply.

He traces my lips with his fingers, before giving me a peck. Ns3Xr9

”You can also touch me.”

I can?

Unable to hold back any longer, I reach out to him, my hand touching Alfred’s cheeks, jaw, neck, and shoulder.

“You’re warm.” sk6orj

Alfred’s response to my unconscious muttering is a smile. Then he holds me tighter in his arms.

As he strokes the sides of my belly, the neglected heat starts building up again. My body trembles as a moan escapes my lips.

Unwilling to acknowledge it, I squirm as if wanting to escape. But his large hands slide down my body, one of them wrapping around my cock. Up and down, up and down his hand went, pumping my cock, a heady feeling clouding my mind. A bead of precum glistens at the tip. The wetness builds the longer he goes at it, until the base of my cock is damp with my own fluids.

“No, stop… Ahh…” Sd6ajc

He slides his tongue across my nipples, teasing the nibs. He presses down against them with his tongue, as if he’s trying to distract me. Here’s the heat again, closing in on me, knocking out all sense and rationality. Shivers wrack my body, my cheeks flushing from both the heat and embarrassment. They’re usually not this sensitive, so why am I so hot and bothered by his licking?

“D-don’t lick─ Hyaa.”

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Instead of listening to me, Alfred smiles and grows even bolder with his attack. At the same time, he keeps my cock in his grip, teasing the tip with his thumb. Moans and other embarrassing sounds tumble out of my lips. Ugh. I want so much to close my ears.

Ah, I can’t take it. It feels so good, I’m about to go crazy. UD2q0x

“A-Al, s-stop already─”

But of course he doesn’t. Playfully, his hands keep running along my body. And just when I’m on the verge of blowing a load, he immediately lets go.

“Eh…?” Out of surprise, I raise my head towards Alfred.

“…Lian.” xbPyvH

His eyes, narrowed and dark blue, tremble. His breath comes out a little rough, a little jagged, and I can see his Adam’s apple bobbing. I want to cum. I want to release the heat threatening to swallow my body whole. But I don’t know what to do. Alfred’s body is obstructing my hands, so I can only grasp his arms.

“A-Al, please. Do something.”

Seriously, just do something, anything! I’m already going crazy!

“…Can I touch myself with you?” LrDiF3

For a moment, I’m unable to comprehend his question. But before I can react, he has already taken off his pants, and is in the process of pulling out his dick. The one-size difference is unbearable to look at, so I immediately turn my head away.

Ah, what should I do now?

“Aa, ahh…”

He scooches over until his erect and scorching dick is lined beside mine. And he starts pumping them together in one hand. b0n6y4

Our dicks slide together, the sound of gasps, pants, and wet and sticky friction filling the room. Hearing those noises gives me the urge to shut my eyes. Is that voice mine? No way.

His hands never stop, his energy and stamina shocking me. Our scents mix, musky and heady with a hint of spice, and I slump back onto the bed.

“Uhh, nghh, ahh…”

And I’m finally over the edge. ddHVms

Alfred groans, low and breathy, and from his cock also spurts hot, milky white.

His cum drips from his hand and my cock, down to my belly and thighs, painting them white.

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My body responds to the sensation, and before long, my cock grows hard, throbbing again. Veins bulging, in need for attention.

I look around, taking in the mess we both made. There’s cum everywhere. I can’t tell if it’s mine or Alfred’s. DsqTyY

Then I really can’t stand it anymore, my consciousness finally fading.


Thank you for the ko-fi, Helga-san!

The end of chapter 19~ ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ノ♡ Now now, don’t hit me with that brick, stop! QAQ They will probably do the actual papapa when they are already adults (not sure), so let’s wait patiently for two years (so long…) until it happens…!

I hope my family/real life friends won’t ever know that I translate… BL porn… Maybe I should shush invi-chan so there won’t be any witness *no YLo50P

Thank you for reading, see you at the next chapter!

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68 comments

  1. Well they didn’t do it till the end but that just mean Lian will still be my baby. Don’t need to grow up so fast just give me more dog food uwu (Tho i do wanna see the deed done throughout uwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu)

    Now Alfred. Don’t wait. Just Kill the guy already

    • Lian will forever be our baby~ More dog food coming soon! (人 •͈ᴗ•͈) (uwuwuwuwuwuwuwu uwu)

      Watch how Alfred will kill (?) the guy while being an obedient hubby he is!

  2. WHEEZES YEAAAAAAHHHHH THIS IS THE MOMENT WE’VE BEEN WAITING FOR!!! YAY FOR MII, YAY FOR PAPAPA~~ ᕙ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ

    Wut u mean by dat we’re basically at the same freaking boat so we need to keep this as each other’s secrets hEH– /what

    Goodluck with your ko-fi! Let’s shove our munmun into Mii’s face!!! /no

    Thank you for the update, Mii-sama~~ (^∇^)ノ♪

      • I’m surprised it took me so long to get here. I love this story. Alfred has me going gaga. It’s just… These two people are so lonely. It’s sad. Even when they are intimate, it’s sad that these 15 year olds are already so mature and think so deeply. It’s very poignant. Waaah, I’m bringing down the energy here. Sowieee. 😅

        • You’re not! And yeah, they are like a pair of dog and cat licking each other wounds (does this make any sense XD) and I think that’s what makes this more precious. Lian helps Al not just because he is a white lotus, but he sees himself in Alfred’s loneliness… (or maybe I’m thinking too much about this XD) Anyhow, I’m happy you’re enjoying the story!

  3. So proud of Al…not going all the way because he promised, and getting his ok to “overwrite”

    That chapter made me blush

  4. I’m rather satisfied, actually. This was cute… And sexy. They have time enough to get there.

    And Al, eyes that don’t see, heart that don’t feel…. Just kill’em, but discreetly. 😇

    Thank you very much!! 😘😘

        • Ludwig Revolution! I love that series. Very unique take on fairy tales with the likes of an MC I have never seen before… Seriously, if that first arc doesn’t pull you in, I don’t know what will. The shocks and twists are amazing and horrifying. I love that mangaka.

          • Thanks a lot () , I love it already from your description. Don’t worry I’m very easy to bring to the dark side :3

    • But I want them to go pwap pwap pwap! ┴┬┴┤( ͡° ͜ʖ├┬┴┬ I will continue watching from my corner until it happens. But yeah, I agree. This chapter was very satisfying.

    • Yay! Glad you like it, Resa Rin-san!

      (´⊙ω⊙`)!I wonder how Al will kill all of them under Lian’s radar…?

      Thank you for reading!

  5. cough cough even though i am really cough because i caught a cold but this waay to bold for me

    THANK YOU FOR THE CHAPTER

    ARIGATOU

  6. It’s porn when the story is just a pretext to show sex scenes, not when they’re just a part of the story. Many novels and movies contain sex scenes.

    Nothing shameful about that.

    • Ehhh, still, still…! (。・//ε//・。)

      Thank you for the encouragement, Sydu-san! I will throw away my shame and translate boldly!! ლ(◕ω◕ლ)

  7. That was perfect. Very well written, and I’m glad they didn’t go all the way. For them I want to see a mutual relationship and not have it be in response to Lian being drugged.

    Thanks for the great translation ♥️♥️

    • They can just stay cute just like how they always have been! (人*´∀`)。+

      Thank you for reading, kleep-san! (^3^♪

  8. UGH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THEM TO DO THIS BUT IM ALSO SO CONFLICTED BECAUSE THIS ISNT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN AKDKJFBW

  9. Al is such a sweetheart, obedient little hubby huehuehue. I need that guard guy to get destroyed tho even if hes the cause of this progress he needs to be killed–

    Thanks for the chapter miichan~💕💕💕

  10. puts down brick fine, you can escape… for now (๑ↀᆺↀ๑)✧ in the future though I’m coming for you!

    Jokes aside, HUZZAH! How was your meal Alfred („ಡωಡ„) when he started feeling Lian up to find out where he was touched, I was internally screaming like crazy!!

      • Myon myon ( ˘꒳˘) Ever since that day, mii is never seen again.

        Muehehe I’m externally screaming like a mad man! Especially since I have to translate it word by word… bloodbath

        And thank you for reading, Yori-san!

  11. aAAAAAAAAAAAA this is so good so gooooooodim so happyyyyaaaa I gotta reread this HNGNNGNGThank you for the ch!! muah

    • Nyehehe~ (つ✧ω✧)つ Thank you for reading as well, konokono-san~ muah muah

  12. I’m actually relieved and satisfied, even though I know Al is not a beast still I feel glad he asked for Lian’s permission, he really loves and cherishes him 💜

    I trust that Al will punish that trash whitout breaking his promise to Lian, I mean he could never actually lie to Lian (I think), afterall the two things Al is most scared of is being hated by Lian and losing him.

    Lian is just too proud to admit he likes being gay with Alfred~

    Many, many thanks for the chapter~🌸

    • YES!! Of course Al will never lie to his wivey~ ( ꈍᴗꈍ) Lian’s happiness is number one!

      And the day Lian admits he is gay to Alfred will be the day we all turn into puddles of tears–

      Thank you for reading as always, chocomint.bunny-sama! (◍•ᴗ•◍)

  13. Alfred’s idea to overwrite is actually really good psychologically. Lian has been drugged and even though he’s mostly coherent he’s still rather helpless with his body. Also he has been stressing like crazy after the almost rape, so him relaxing with Alfred and focusing on this warmth and care from someone he trusts is chef’s kiss

    Can’t wait to see how Alfred deals with that scum, captain of the guards! I have a feeling he won’t kill him, because he promised Lian, but he’ll still have revenge 😉

    Thanks for the update!!

    • owo)!!! I never think of it like that! I guess he knows what he is doing XD

      And yes!! I want the captain to just die a painful death, but it’s still going too easy on him. ( ╹▽╹ ) Let’s see how Alfred will treat us~

      Thank you for reading, ciriak.essa93-san!

  14. Kyahhh, pues me alegro de que no hayan llegado al final, especialmente por el estado de Lian y porque él aún no comprende lo que siente.

    y Helga-sama, no cuide a la gente, recuerde es su complice kukuku… sí caes, ella también cae.

  15. No to chrysanthemum bursting for now.. More dog food, character and village development first.. Huehuehue..shishishishi..

  16. breaths in, breaths out

    putting the brick away

    Mii-chan, please say that these two years will pass in one charpter!! How are we supposed to wait that long? Heartless autor!!

    Thank you for the chapter!!