Translator: WhenEverIWantTo
…just leave.” Xu Ze’s voice stopped slightly when he said this, as if he thought of something. However, soon he chose to ignore that certain something. To be precise, a certain someone.
The system flew towards Xu Ze. The light ball gradually became larger, covering Xu Ze’s entire body in an instant.
After a few seconds, the light ball silently exploded out. After the dazzling light disappeared, the person on the hospital bed closed his eyes that were originally opened. It was the complete and forever closing of those eyes.
After seeing the baby in the nursery, Yang Yan turned around and walked back. He walked to the front of the ward and reached out to open the door. He came to the hospital bed and sat on the stool he had sat on before, gently holding Xu Ze’s hand outside the quilt. Yang Yan stared at Xu Ze affectionately.
Gradually, Yang Yan felt that something was a little abnormal. He looked at Xu Ze’s quiet and sleeping face. When Xu Ze fell asleep before, his nose would move slightly because of breathing. He left for a few minutes, yet Yang Yan found Xu Ze lying there like he was no longer breathing.
When this thought occurred, Yang Yan’s heart sank suddenly. He slowly got up and slowly reached out to Xu Ze’s nose. Just as his hand was half stretched out, Yang Yan suddenly withdrew his hand.
What was he doing? Did he go crazy?
The doctor just said that Xu Ze and the baby, both father and son, were safe, that the c section operation went very smoothly. Before he left, Xu Ze had also just closed his eyes. They had even looked at each other.
How could Xu Ze not be breathing?
It was impossible!
Yang Yan hooked his lips and smiled at the thought that he was thinking too much.
He sat back again, trying his best to make himself ignore the weird feeling in his heart. Holding Xu Ze’s hand in both hands, Yang Yan maintained the same sitting position and didn’t change.
As time passed quietly, Yang Yan felt that the skin of the hand in his hand was slowly getting colder and colder.
With a bang, Yang Yan stood up abruptly. Because he stood up too fast, the stool behind him hit the ground with a loud, piercing sound.
If he couldn’t hear Xu Ze’s breathing, Yang Yan could still find a reason for it. But with the temperature of Xu Ze’s hands getting lower and lower, Yang Yan already had no reason.
There was pain and fear in his eyes as he slowly approached Xu Ze again.
He put his finger under Xu Ze’s nose. There was no breath. Xu Ze wasn’t breathing.
Yang Yan didn’t believe it. He pressed Xu Ze’s neck artery again, but there was still no movement from the pulse.
How was it possible?! Yang Yan lifted the blanket and put his ear to Xu Ze’s chest, trying to hear Xu Ze’s heartbeat.
Nothing. There was nothing at all. It was empty as if Xu Ze’s heart was already no longer in his body.
Yang Yan stiffly stood up and straightened his body. Things happened too quickly and without warning. Yang Yan was unable to accept it. He couldn’t accept it.
He stepped back. His calm expression just before was now full of shock and surprise.
We’re sorry for MTLers or people who like using reading mode, but our translations keep getting stolen by aggregators so we’re going to bring back the copy protection. If you need to MTL please retype the gibberish parts.
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For Yang Yan, the few seconds seemed as long as a century.
After his body was finally able to move, Yang Yan turned around and went out to find the doctor.
The doctor and several nurses rushed over. Yang Yan’s tall body stood aside, watching the few people gather around to check Xu Ze’s body. He watched them check Xu Ze’s pulse and look under his eyelids to check his eyes.
After some inspections, the medical staff were endlessly astonished. Xu Ze just slept to the other place like this without warning. With a peaceful expression on his face, it was as if he really was just sleeping.
Yang Yan asked the doctor what the result was.
The doctor shook his head, his expression already explaining everything.
“Thoroughly do another inspection, maybe something went wrong?” Yang Yan said with a tiny smile. But his expression was the same as that of an ice cold puppet, looking at it made one’s heart tremble.
The doctor and nurses looked at each other before pushing out the recently pushed in hospital bed.
They went to the professional examination room to give Xu Ze a full-body examination. Xu Ze’s body was dead. His brain was dead. All vital signs were nonexistent.
Yang Yan stood outside the examination room. Outside the corridor, the sky was blue and the sun was shining brightly, yet the location Yang Yan was standing in was in the shadow. His eyes were darker than the darkness of extreme night.
The beast locked in the cage of his heart tore open the iron bars and rushed out. It was roaring and growling. Its sharp claws were tearing at Yang Yan’s soul.
Yang Yan’s body leaned back against the wall. The corners of his mouth hooked up slightly. There was a smile on his face, yet there was a deep unbearable sadness in his eyes.
Yang Yan blinked his eyes. A single tear drop fell from his eyes.
In the nursery room, the baby seemed to have perceived it. He suddenly burst into tears loudly, crying out of breath. The nurse went in and picked up the baby to coax him, but the baby was still crying. He kept on crying.
Xu Ze opened his eyes in a familiar room. The reason why it was familiar was because of the decorative furniture in the room, those of which he had only seen not long ago. After sweeping his eyes around, he was the only one in the room. He lowered his head to look at his body. There were familiar clothes on his body. It should be said that it was the familiar clothes from the real world.
He often wore this outfit, including before he transmigrated over. He had worn this set as casual wear.
Xu Ze felt puzzled by the current scene. He lifted the hem of his clothes to look at his stomach. The sudden appearance of a flat and smooth stomach made Xu Ze’s brows slightly jump.
As if realizing a certain situation in an instant, Xu Ze hurried to the bathroom and stood in front of the glass mirror. That familiar face inside the mirror gave Xu Ze a long-lost sense of comfort and peace of mind.
He reached out with his two hands and pinched his face. It was a sensation that was extremely real.
Xu Ze curled his lips and smiled at the person in the mirror. The person inside was also smiling brightly. Sure enough, it was still his own face and his body that was more comfortable to use. Unlike that previous body, because of being pregnant, it caused Xu Ze unable to do many things nor eat many things.
Now that it was his own body, he could do whatever he wanted to.
Just as Xu Ze was thinking about the wonderful ten years of his future life, Xu Ze suddenly thought of a matter that was extremely important.
Did he have any money in his bank card? If there was no money, he wouldn’t even know where to eat his next meal. Taking out the bank card, Xu Ze went downstairs with the door key. The key was placed at the entrance.
There was an ATM downstairs, so Xu Ze checked the balance on the card there. When he saw the seven digits inside, Xu Ze subconsciously raised his lips. But then Xu Ze’s expression froze immediately because he suddenly remembered that although he had his own body, this card still belonged to Yang Yan. If he used the money in it, Yang Yan would definitely be able to find him immediately.
As a result of this, his running plan might have to be suspended. Just when Xu Ze was worried about this problem, he took out the card from the ATM. He lowered his eyes and looked at the card. This card was unexpectedly not the one that Yang Yan gave him, but his own.
As for why it was his own card, Xu Ze could figure it out right away. He thought about him being able to transmigrate and even change his identity immediately after giving birth to the child. With all these kinds of occurrences, the Xu Ze right now wouldn’t feel any surprise.
Xu Ze returned with the card. The mobile phone he had was also the one he used in the real world. Even the number had not changed.
If these were the rewards given to him by that system called 759, him giving birth to a child to receive huge wealth and even ten years of rich and beautiful time, this transaction was quite cost-effective.
In fact, Xu Ze’s thoughts of returning to reality were not that strong. There were not many people in that world that he missed, including his family. They all had that one person they cared about most.
Xu Ze was not anyone’s only one. If there was such a person in that world who was happy and sad for Xu Ze, maybe Xu Ze would have missed that world more.
Unfortunately, there was no such person.
Well for this world, there seemed to be one at the moment. But how do you put it. Having someone who had strong possessiveness around him, like having eyes staring at him wherever he went, that kind of bounded feeling was something that Xu Ze didn’t quite like.
For Xu Ze, he could endure everything else, but the exception was he didn’t want his freedom restricted.
Back at home, Xu Ze rummaged in the drawer for a while and found his ID card. The real estate certificate was also there with Xu Ze’s name written on it. However, the photo was not the ‘Xu Ze’ from before, but Xu Ze right now.
After the system helped Xu Ze leave the hospital, it gave Xu Ze an identity similar to the real world. At the same time, he completely changed all the information related to the original. As for why the name was not changed, that was because the system once asked Xu Ze that if he changed his identity, whether or not he’ll use another name.
Xu Ze’s answer at the time was: “Just use this one. I’ve used it for more than 20 years. I’m already used to it.”
According to Xu Ze’s intention, the system kept his name and then changed everything else.
Looking at the time on his phone, the time had not changed other than being two hours later from the end of Xu Ze’s c-section. He thought of Yang Yan and even about the baby. The former Xu Ze didn’t have much thought of, but the latter made Xu Ze want to go and take another look.
However, Xu Ze knew that if he went directly to see him right now, he might not see the baby.
Anyway, they were in the same city. There would be opportunities in the future and Xu Ze believed that Yang Yan would definitely be good to the baby.
Xu Ze gave birth to the baby yet left in a blink of an eye. Maybe it was because he had his own body back, what happened before seemed like a realistic dream to him. So his heart didn’t fluctuate much, because not many people would wallow in their dreams.
Right now, all aspects of this body were the same as Xu Ze’s original. He had already graduated and was a freelancer.
Even if he wasn’t a freelancer, the millions on Xu Ze’s body were enough for him to use.
He as a person didn’t have a hobby of spending a lot of money. This added to the fact that Xu Ze remembered the system telling him that he would not grow old, be free from illness and disaster for the next ten years. He suddenly wondered that if he did something illegal, would he also not be caught.
Of course, he was just thinking about it and Xu Ze wouldn’t do it. In his opinion, there were no reasons to do that.
Suddenly the surroundings became quiet. Xu Ze walked to the window. The hot wind blew in as he took a deep breath.
From now on, it would be his one person life again. He didn’t have anyone to accompany him, nor did he need one.
Ah~ You’re so cruel Xu Ze~ 🙂
I do feel bad for the baby though. He doesn’t deserve this. 🙁
Another sad news, unfortunately, the bots realized the lock was undone. So that’s sad. Oh so definitely sad. :/
They got smarter by getting rid of the [Translator: WhenEverIWantTo] at the start and all the notes at the end. Though they weren’t that smart since they also got rid of the Author’s note, which is just… ok, I guess?
There’s another thing I want to test with the bots, but that will really annoy you guys, so I won’t. Thankfully CG’s copy block thing is working so there’s that.
I have another idea that might work and it’s quite minor, so I did that. I’m adding line breaks in the middle of the chapter for two reasons. One to better signify timeskip, and the second was to see if the bot would just think it’s the end of the chapter and ignore everything afterwards. We’ll see if it works or not in 2 weeks.
I’ve also thought about changing the chapter number to just 32 even though it’s not the full chapter to fool the bots, but that would mess with NU and I don’t really want that.
Another thing I noticed is that the arggo site only has Chapter 3-31. So they only stole CG’s chapters. They didn’t take Mlky’s Chapter 1 and 2 for some reason. It’s weird. Not to mention Chapter 31 isn’t even the full one.
Anyways, I’ll probably stop after seeing whether the line-break thing works or not. If it works, then yay. If not, I’ll just stop. It’s really not worth that much effort to try and stop the bots.
The long explanation of the phrase 为徐择喜而喜忧而忧的话.
为 could be translated as [because of] or [for]. However, those don’t really do the word any good, especially in this phrase. More accurately, this meaning is almost more in the tone of servitude and devotion.
It’s hard to translate to English, but this basically meant that that one person would feel happy for Xu Ze. To feel sad for Xu Ze. To have everything centered around Xu Ze. It’s almost in a possessive tone.
Usually 为 has 了 after it, making 为了. When this is used, it’s more in the tone of doing something to make yourself better because of the person.
Hard to put it into words, but basically 为了 means to have that person be your motivation/reason to do something. You do things because YOU want to for that person.
On the other hand, 为 means to have that be your life. You do things not just because of that person, but because you HAVE to do those things for that person.
In my personal interpretation, Xu Ze is a person that likes to have total control and manipulation over his lover. His ideal lover is someone that devotes everything to him and him only.
I may have looked way too fking deep into it missing that one word, 了. But honestly this makes TLing more fun in my opinion. I could speculate and share it with everyone.
Dream on May 5 2022:
So this world has magic and technology. There is also a demon king that was unkillable. Or at least I killed him with my allies several times but he always came back.
The demon king looked like a typical demon. Red skin, demon wings, horns on the head, topless, muscular, that devil tail, and rough gruff voice. You know, the usual.
I remember it almost being game-like, where I have to kill the demon king in one place then move on to the next location to kill him there and so forth.
It was weird. I remember in one location that was inside a house. I found the demon king sleeping inside the bedroom. None of my allies were close, but since the demon king was sleeping, I decided to take advantage of this.
I stood next to the bed and started to prepare my spell. When I was close to completing it, the demon king woke up and tried to attack me. I jumped back and dodged it as I finished my spell. I said [Extermination] as a white beam shot out. After the white beam dissipated, I saw that it did nothing.
Because the “demon king” wasn’t the real demon king. Instead, there was another bed to the right that the real demon king was sleeping on. He was about to wake up, so I dashed out of the room.
I hid myself behind the door as I waited nervously. My comrades were close so they would be able to help me soon. But unfortunately the demon king got out of the room and saw me. Then… the dream ends. It always ends like this. I hate it.
Currently TLing Chapter: 31
Thanks for the chapter ♥️♥️
Why do I feel like ML is going to find him thou 🤔
I didn’t expect that, but he still stay in this world~
Thank You for the new chapters (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ Ah, Your battles with stealing are so frustrating :<
I like the explanation and speculations you do on the language while you translate. I’m learning Chinese (or at least trying to;;) so it’s super interesting and helpful!
thanks for the chapter!
The poor little baby 🥺
eu estava amando a angústia, mas então o bebê começou a chorar 💔💔