Holding Onto My ManChapter 38

 

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  1. Thank you so much for the update

    Im excited to find out who the ML is and whats his position in this world is!

    • Gu Bai’s “unbeating” heart

      Girl it would be MORE than enough to destroy his reputation in the game, but in real life? What the f*ck? Out of bullying in the game you downright ruin someone’s whole life. And- just hOW is that INNOCENT? Girl you gotta get yourself in check.

  2. Poor original host. Green tea FL could have left him alone after the game stuff. It’s time for Gu Bai to do some face slapping in a game~! The MTL ‘translations’ got really bad in this arc, lol…

    Thanks for the chapter!

  3. White Lotuses/GTBtches should just go die with their reputation in tatters. There is nothing more repugnant than someone who is too good to be true, even plastic can’t be compared. (This from someone who can never really conform with society. I can only be awkward, even online. 😭😭😭😭😭😭Bwaaaaaaahh)

    Thanks for the chapter. BaiBai, get even for me!

  4. Thanks for the chapter! This is white tea b***ch who acts out revenge for petty reasons without any concern over the possible consequences or appropriateness of her actions… she does it purely because she can, and if one of her admirers helps, it is a big ego boost. I hope she gets completely wrecked.

  5. Gu Bai’s pure eyes will defeat all! ✧٩(•́⌄•́๑)

  6. Why would FL take it that far?! So unreasonable….I doubt she feels bad after she knows how Tang Zihao got kicked out of the house…she happily married too…☹

    Also, how come Tang Linyi doesn’t have a shred of brother love left…when they grew up, why didn’t he seek zihao and at least ask how he is doing…I don’t like him too

    😔

  7. Mary Sue’s revenge was truly disproportionate to the crime…

    THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK!!!

  8. Thanks for the chapter! Man this FL is terrible, gaming grudges shldnt be carried to RL. It’s not like the host did anything that bad and The host also kinda knew his limitations it’s just that he wasn’t taught that well that’s why he developed that kind of personality. 🙁

  9. Wasn’t the original just a teenager? He is still undergoing emotional turmoil like every teenager does, adding to the point of him a homosexual… he should receive love and understanding, not disgust and degradation and humiliation. This FL… not a Mary Sue but a secret green tea bitch! And damn that Ling Chen! And the original’s brother! I hope the Tang family would be destroyed in the hands of that bastard brother of his too.

    Pity this arc and last arc’s originals… loved the wrong men. 😕😕😕😕😕😕

  10. How can online bullying be equal to revealing someone’s deepest secrets and humiliating them both online and real life? Fuck, she’s not a Mary Sue. She’s a goddamn monster. 🤬 Thanks for the chapter 😊

  11. The fuck je bully the girl in the game, and she destroy he’s life in the game and in real life

  12. I think I dislike this Song Xianxun a bit. Because, it’s okay to get revenge, but Tang Zihao only destroy her life in the game. She’s not only destroy Tang Zihao’s life in the game as her revenge, she’s also destroy his life in the real world, isn’t that too much?

  13. What kind of displat of innocent personality is going around spreading people personal matters? Especially if you know that it would case people to look down and harass him,you could claim ignorance but it doesn’t quite cover it.

  14. It’s a game, but when this game is like your second you, the other side of the coin, it becomes just like the ‘real world’. I think that is how this arc is.

  15. My heart always cries out for all these characters who got wronged so damn badly over a small scuffle ..that damned bitch FL ..I can’t wait for her to get screwed so badly she won’t be able to stand up ever again

  16. Holy shit OG host died because people got salty ovet a video game

    WTF

    Okay Song Xianxun, he kept killing you in game, BUT HE KEPT THAT SHIT IN GAME. HE DIDN’T MESS WITH YOU IRL.

    Gamers be wild man @-@

  17. She doxed him… that’s low. Getting revenge in game is v different from taking it irl. She went too far. And the dude that got involved??? wth whY? It’s one thing to kill him to level 1 and another thing all together to out him, get him expelled and thrown out. And that father has a very thick face to make the mistress live with the wife and get angry because of infidelity, can dish it out but not take it ha! I’m not siding with the mistress, but they act v selfrighteous for being so faulty

  18. ik this is just a novel but that doesn’t stop me from getting mad ಠ益ಠ i first vented my frustrations and only after that did i come back to read! i was always a silent reader and never commented but this time,i just have to make a comment.

    I am srsly worried about the moral integrity of this kind of people.Yes,it is a novel but the thing that make me sooo mad is that there are people like this in reality,looking oh!so pure (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ but oh!so petty and scheming inside!Shame on them!

  19. the FL sounds horrible already. based on the original character’s simple mind he must’ve not even bullied her to the extent which would cast a shadow in her whole life/image. yet as a pay back, not only did she outed him about his sexuality (that NO ONE should ever do) she even went to the extent of basically ruining his life, just because she was bullied IN A GAME and was embarrassed by her poor status which isn’t even that much of a big deal since her suitors would still love her despite her background 🙄

  20. Outing someone is really a huge no wtf is up with that fl, seems like a green tea btch smh.

  21. When I read how the FL acted against him, I was quite schocked. I mean, quarrelling is okay, provocatong him with dogfood is okay, running to your boyfriend when he kills you in game is also okay (although I find it disgraceful that she would say she’s bullied after provocating him so much. That wasn’t bullying, it was a fight between the two.)

    Afterwards, I thought, you guys are going to far compared to what he’s done. Stealing his pocket money is one thing, but making him a target of disgust to his dad, his crush, his school and his in-game comrades, that is heavy! Also, there’s no need to be disgusted with the unrequited love of somebody who never thought of confessing to you…

    Then Li Cheng came along and I was like, dude, are you crazy? Is that Marie Sue crazy? He is being harassed at school and in game, he even left this game he lived and you think that’s not enough to avenge the Marie Sue who fought with him in game? It’s not like he killed her parents, what are you cheating him of his feelings for? You have to be a madman if your way of taking revenge for discords is to shamelessly seduce the other then dump him… That’s so disgraceful.

  22. immmm going to need a big dose of [ being a supporting Male lead actually isnt easy ]

    Female lead to stop this bitch

    😬

  23. I-

    IT WAS A VIDEO GAME, SIS COULD HAVE MADE A NEW ACCOUNT IF IT BOTHERED HER THAT MUCH (her power was leveled out by him so her account was basically trashed anyways).

  24. That FL. Bruh the fact that the original host backed out and let it go shows how different he was compared to that green tea btch that is petty asf.

  25. I hate this fl. Girlie really ruined someone’s life bcs of a petty reason. I skipped some parts in this chapter bc the part where she outed him to the whole school just scared me? I went to a Christian school where ppl act all superior while being the worst ppl alive. Tho Im a college student now, being outed in school was one of my fears. I hope she suffers fr.

  26. Outing someone is not cool at all.Its a breach of privacy ugh I hate people like that

    so fucking go die you bitch

    ugh I dont like the fl

  27. She then secretly found someone to put his real information online, making everyone in the game know about it. They called him a malicious ladyboy and a disgusting gay .

    This female lead is despicable, that is beyond extreme for a game. She needs her comeuppance🤬😤😤

  28. Hmmmm. between Ling Chen and Linyi I’d prefer Linyi as an ML because he had a reason for hating on the original host but Ling Chen doesn’t 🤷‍♀️

  29. Wow!!! Just wow!! Do i hate this FL? YES YES I DO. I mean of OG killed you in game , in a game and just for that you fucking ruined someone’s life. WOW.