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OMG. My poor baby Xiao Lin (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥)
Just meet already, this is torturous 😭
The baby is about to be 2 yo and Xiao Lin has already missed out alot. Ah, stop this torture!
I’m at work, can’t cry… can’t, it’s hard. Ow it hurts.
Thanks for the chapter.
“Could I be considered a man worthy of being loved by you?”
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That last line… Wuwuwu
*gives a whole roll of tissue*
How I’ve been hating MC since he left!
Poor baby 😭😭😭😭
fml 😭😭
Thanks for the chapter 😭
reunite please!!
my poor fish heart can’t endure the suffering
Thanks for the chapter~
This. Is. Torture. But. I. Can’t. Seem. To. Stop. Reading. What on earth does this make me? 🥺😭🤧
masochist hehe
Urgh Bites tissue even after two days I still couldn’t think of what to write as a proper reply cuz I can’t even argue with you sadly waves a flag stating [TRUTH HURTS & I’M IT’S LATEST VICTIM]
Just accept it~ -cracks whip-
When will they meet again pls TT
😭😭😭😭
Thanks for the chapter ❤
😭😭😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
My fucking heart. They needa hurry up and meet.
Thanks for the update
This torture me….. Even though i had read the mtl version, this translation more sad than the mtl. 😭😭😭 poor my little heart, chu xun and lin yanchen should meet each other faster or i will died in regrets.
Nuuuuuuu, I’m so sad.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK!!!
Even if ai knew that Xiao Xun didn’t die, I am still crying! Q.Q
If we change the ending to BE this chapter would definetly the fitting last chapter, good thing this novel is GE!
Omo! Only us readers, Baby Jiu Jiu, Chu Mama n Chu Papa, the hospital, and that ex-childhood friend knows Chu Xun is still alive. Lin Y anChen, hold on. Hold on.
Such a sad chapter, but happy that Lin YanChen does not give up on living.
Want spoiler.
When will they find each other? 😭😭😭😭😭
Ahh!waterworks in effect again!! Thanks for the chapter
YES. Now if someone can make it hurt less,that’ll be great! 😭😭😭😭
cries a waterfall Please reunite already~ sniff
Thanks for the update 💕
Aaaaaaaaa…. Please find him, Chu Xun!
I can’t bear the angst.. TT^TT
I feel his pain and sadness. I cannot help but cry. I hope they get reunited soon. They deserve to be happy with little jiujiu.
Thanks for the chapter
😭😭😭😭😭😭
I’m crying for Mr Lin 😭
My heart aches for LY…
Sigh..
Thanks for the update ❤️
*cries pitifully* Lin Yanchennnn ;____;
Thanks for the chapter *wipes tears*
It’s been 2 years since then, my heart is aching for him!!😢😢😭😭
Poor ML😭😭
Poor baby. Glad he somewhat attempted to move on but at least there’s hope for you ML! Thanks for the chapter
OH GOD! MY TEARS FLOWS HARD😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
i hope they meet up next chapter!
Thank you for translating this chapter!
TToTT buhuhuhuhuhuhuuuuuuuuu…… that damn onion ninja!!!!
My heart. Can they please meet again? I can’t deal with this much longer. This is plain torture 😭😭😭
Chu Xun : What Lin Yanchen? He couldn’t remember! Now he loved his treasured son the most every day!
LYC : “Ah Xun, you asked me how long I would be sad if you left… I haven’t forgotten you at all. I am still very sad, very very sad.”
…RIP LYC
I hope Lin Yanchen reunites Chu Xun next chapter! 🙏
Thank you for translating this chapter 💕
Baby Lin 😭. I’m a little mad a CX. I get it, but he should really look for LY.
Thanks for the great translation ♥️
My heart my soul😥
dang it, my eyes are swollen T, T
I am not crying I have something in my eyes!
im reread this story because no update…. every time i read i cry… n now im read this at a restaurant..and im f*****g cry. even a waiter have give me tissue!! im want to bury myself in a hole nowww
Awwwww. Someone is cutting onions
PLEASE GOD LET THEM MEET. ASAP.
This Chapter ” Ang Evil~”
It today “sad/mellow music day” today or something . 😣 why is my family doing this to me. One of the lyrics translate to “my heart can feel your presence” ” my heart can see your beauty” “your here by my side” (╥﹏╥) something like that I’m not a translator
Damn I cried again.
aww~ so sweet😭
My heart. ;-;
Fucking…let them me quick…hurry ..pls…begging u
chu xun sometimes makes me want to bang walls. lin yanchen is rich, he also already told chu xun the college he graduated from. searching for him would be easier than lyc finding him. i know it’ll be too short if he actually showed determination to find lyc but also like /bang walls/ why do you love making things difficuuult
Right? This is ridiculous
+1 the author shouldn’t have separated them for so long, Xiao Lin missed (almost) all of his son’s firsts… What if Xiao Lin couldn’t take it and off himself instead, drowning in depression and guilty. It’s too cruel. (◞‸◟)
AAA PLEASE LET THEM MEET ALREADY SHTTTT
GAAAHH!! WHY— Since earlier, I’m crying so hard! AAAAHHH!! T^T
S*it İM CRYİNG AGAİN ༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽
boi that two years came out of nowhere
Wahhh! My tears!!! They come out!!! 😢😢😢😌😭😭😭
NOOOOO omg… I’m crying, this is ridiculous sdjfkfdjlksfjkdsgfk
i understand his reason for leaving him but damn knowing LY’s in pain made me hate CX (╥﹏╥)
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wah…. meeting again will be scary!!
Fuck, he doesn’t deserve to suffer like this.
This is so CRUEL!!!!! this poor man!!!😭😭
Poor bby he is hurting so much 😭
I’m still fricjing crying
I’m fucking crying while eating bread! Damnit. It makes me so sad thinking how they were in those 2 years apart. But I understand both Chu Xun and Xiao Lin; Xiao Lin thought Chu Xun was dead, and Chu Xun really had no time and money to to spend looking for Xiao Lin as I know he would rather spend it on his baby. It really hurts, I feel like I was one of the parties involved. 😭
Chu Xun is really way too cruel. Poor Xiao Lin doesnt even know he has a child while his son is growing up without even knowing he exists. And even worse Xiao Lin suffers everyday thinking his love is dead. I really hate Chu Xun rn, he’s way too selfish
46 chapters down & this was the hardest chapter to finish. My heart is literally aching, he is so good. 💔
Damn why tf does this still hurt even tho i know chu xun is well and alive 😭😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My heart… it aches. ☹️😭
TWO YEARS?! I hate it here 😭😭😭😭