WARNING: There may be some mature elements in this chapter. The readers’ discretion is advised.
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After leaving Dongfang Xi and Hua Xiangyan, Yan Feili left Yihetang for official business. He had lunch at noon, handed the letters from the Yue Kingdom battlefield to the Shenmei Courtyard, and went to see the soldiers.
With a short practice with the soldiers, Yan Feili noticed that his physical strength was not as good as before. He did not return to the Bamboo Garden until the evening.
Ximei prepared for dinner while Yan Feili bathed and changed his clothes. She looked at the official letters in the room, thinking of what the Eastern Sect Master had said in the morning. Her thoughts wandered.
Yan Feili believed that Hua Xiangyan was a person who would not talk casually and Dongfang Xi didn’t infer anything either. Were they making simple and polite remarks? Dongfang Xi had always been unruly, not paying attention to the affairs of the Sect Masters. Yan Feili followed that thought for a long time and couldn’t conclude anything, so he just considers their encounter to be careless.
The weather in the Bamboo Garden was wet and cold. Under the twilight of the candlelight, Yan Feili sat for a while and his hands and feet became cold. Just as he was about to call Ximei to bring a brazier over, he heard the door banged as it was pushed open.
Yan Feili looked up and saw Beitang Ao’s frigid and prideful face, standing outside the door and staring at him coldly.
“Sect Master!” Yan Feili was surprised and stood up.
Beitang Ao stepped into the room, bringing in a burst of wine. He slammed the thing in his hand on Yan Feili’s body, but Yan Feili did not catch it in consternation. The thing dropped onto the ground. It was one of the letters he had handed to the Shensi Courtyard earlier in the afternoon.
“Yan Feili, you are so brave to ask for a fight without my permission! Do you still have me in your eyes!”
“This subordinate dares not.” Yan Feili replied without hesitation and leaned down to pick up the folded letter.
“Don’t pick it up!” Beitang stepped forward and stood in front of Yan Feili.
We’re sorry for MTLers or people who like using reading mode, but our translations keep getting stolen by aggregators so we’re going to bring back the copy protection. If you need to MTL please retype the gibberish parts.
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“Vfma Zjrafg…”
“You want to leave me?” Beitang Ao wore a disgusted yet proud expression.
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Yan Feili’s eyes widened.
Looking at Yan Feili’s expression, Beitang Ao confirmed the guesswork he had in his heart and took yet another step forward, closing in the gap between them.
“You want to escape from me! Why?”
Yan Feili’s face was pale and his eyes were a little flustered, “This subordinate had not tried to escape from the Sect Master.”
“Lies!” Beitang Ao sneered and his tone became softer. “You and I had a dewy marriage, but it was an accident. I should be grateful for your ‘sacrifice’ in detoxifying me.”
Yan Feili’s face became even paler.
“But,” Beitang Ao continued more proudly, “You shouldn’t have been pregnant with that child. It was against human relations. It was against yang’s general principles.”
Beitang Ao’s proud expression became heavier with each step he took toward the other man who couldn’t help but step backward with Beitang Ao’s advances.
“And yet you gave birth to him. That night, if I didn’t come to see you, would you hide this for a lifetime and never let me know the existence of my son?” The slender fingers touched Yan Feili’s face, which was covered in a thin layer of sweat.
“I always thought that only women would do such stupid things because they believe in affection and love! What about you?” Beitang Ao closed in on Yan Feili, and with a soft tone, “What are you doing any of this for?”
Yan Feili leaned against the wall, trembling. The secret he had hidden for many years was about to be laid out in front of him. His chest could not help but be suffocated.
With the Sect Master’s tone, he seemed to have known what was going on. He was also a person, why did he have to reveal another’s secret out in the open?
Yan Feili was not eccentric or panicked. He couldn’t understand for a while but an unreasonable fear spread from the bottom of his heart.
“Sect Master is drunk—”
Beitang Ao didn’t wait for Yan Feili to finish speaking, pinched the other’s chin, and sternly said, “Don’t lie to me! I must learn the truth!”
The potentness of the wine gradually surged. Beitang Ao was a little dizzy and his words became confused. For a while, he called himself I (本座) and then called himself I (我).
“Sect Master…” Yan Feili’s whisper fell silent and he sighed, “Since you already know, why do you bother to ask?”
This sentence was undoubtedly an acknowledgment of everything. Beitang Ao was even angrier in his heart. He grabbed Yan Feili’s lapels fiercely, the fragrance of wine rushed to the other’s face.
“How dare you…” The Northern Sect Master was drunk and yet seemed exceptionally sober.
Yan Feili’s heart was saddened, quivering as he said, “I shouldn’t have evil thoughts about the Sect Master! I shouldn’t have given birth without permission from the Sect Master! The Sect Master should punish me severely.”
The Northern Sect Master shouted back angrily, “I’ve forgotten those things, why haven’t you? If you forgot, why did you take the initiative to invite me today? Indeed, you have always thought you are a smart person! Some things are constantly broken”
Yan Feili’s face became as gray as the wall behind him. Beitang Ao’s words did not make any sense. He felt as if he was going to be drunk after smelling the rich smell of alcohol coming from the Sect Master. He smiled bitterly, “If I can forget it, this feeling, it is because I have been cut off early. ”
Beitang Ao heard those words with much fury expressed, but still held a brooding flame with nowhere to vent.
Thinking of Dongfang Xi’s words earlier in the afternoon, it was like pouring a bucket of ice water down the sky. Beitang Ao felt bitter in his heart and drank alcohol in depression. As soon as the alcohol swelled up inside him, he threw off Dongfang Xi, took the letter, and rushed to Yan Feili for a proper explanation.
Once he saw Yan Feili’s face, he became saddened. The moonlight came in from the window and caged him in the shadow of yin, seemingly bright but not bright and dark but not dark, a hazy silhouette.
Yan Feili turned his head and his clothes were torn by Beitang Ao, revealing the bronzed neck and half of his chest. The large and visible arteries on the neck looked distinctly beating.
Beitang Ao stared at him fiercely but did not know when his eyes fell on the pulses of life on the other’s neck. His vision became a little blurred. The hands that were once clenched onto Yan Feili’s clothes changed to a caress.
“Um!” Yan Feili’s body flashed a burst of rapids as Beitang Ao’s anger toward him increased. He unknowingly fastened his grip at the other’s neck. Yan Feili struggled and was unable to break free from Beitang Ao’s grip; and anxiously, a cheek was slapped.
Beitang Ao was drunk and couldn’t react in time. He let go and tilted his head. Yan Feili held his neck, panted heavily, unable to see the appearance of the Sect Master, and felt very nervous. Beitang Ao suddenly raised his head with a grim look and slapped Yan Feili back.
“You dare to hit me!” Beitang Ao was an arrogant nobleman who grew up spoiled and privileged. Not even the wind or rain dared to harm him, let alone by another person. Beitang Ao scolded Yan Feili in ways Yan Feili had never been scolded before. Yet it was he whose shame and anger overwhelmed his pain.
Returning to what Dongfang Xi said, as expected, his most trusted person had betrayed him and he couldn’t bear it. He unsheathed the sword at his side.
Ahhhh Feili is suffering injustice again TT__TT!
I really want to skin alive BA his too muddleheaded
Thanks for picking this up and for the chapter~
Mah heart (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
Since this evening, that I began to read this, I have a knot in my throat, now it got tighter.
SAME
This damned Beitang! You don’t want to admit you like Feili, so you keep him tied to you, but you don’t cherish him! Instead you scold him and upset him! Unreasonable man! Let him go!
Porque es tan vergonzoso para el admitir que lo ama,la está cagando,y Yan hace bien al querer irse
Wow, what an unbelievably abusive bastard…
Where is LF child?
I want to Beat the Fck out of this SonofaB ML, also why theFck is the ML (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻
Why is he the ML again?The world is so not fair,I think this is the most hated ML in history.
I really want to slam beitong’s head on the wall, over and over😡
Oh man I want Feili to run away and live peacefully with his son
I dont like this ML ;(
THE AUDACITY OF HIM TO SLAP BACK WTF HOW DARE YOU!!!! YOU STRANGLED US SO YOU DESERVE THAT BUT THEN WHAT?????? JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE RAISED DIFFERENTLY YOU DON’T EVEN GET TO BE SLAPPED WHEN YOU CLEARLY DESERVE IT. IN ALL HONESTY, YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE!!!!!!! DIE YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you for the chapter! 🌺❤
The repeated references to Yan Feili as ‘she’ and ‘her’ are really discordant. He’s supposed to be a man that just happened to be capable of child-birth, so why is he referred to as a woman? Or is ‘he’ supposed to be a woman that somehow thinks she’s a man? That doesn’t seem to quite qualify as BL.
Bro you betrayed him first by taking his child away. The gull !
My horizons just widened＼(°o°)／
This is my first time reading a bl in which the ml actually laid his hands on the mc, WOW!!!
Confusing chapter. Didn’t know what a lot of sentences meant.
Still, thank you for the translation.
<3